The Unpredictable Lucy

The Beginning of Endings

2008-07-17T23:19:00.021+08:00

I've decided that mizzlucy dot blogspot dot com will no longer be updated anytime soon. As you can see my blog is update only once in a blue moon, not because I'm too lazy to blog or I've nothing to blog about but it's because I've realized that I'm not ready to expose myself to the world just yet. Believe me, I've a loooooooooooot to blog about, complete with pictures for the purpose of blogging but everything seems to be too personal. After going through my previous posts, I realized that I do regret some of my too-personal posts and exposing a piece of my personal life for the rest of the world to see is a little too much for me. Heck, I don't even know what I'm trying to say here....What I'm trying to say is blogging isn't about getting attention from everyone else or promoting this and that...it is about recording your life so when you look back you will know that you have learnt something albeit being wiser.

No.....I am not deleting my blog or anything nor will I delete everything that I have posted here. And no, this does not mean that I am leaving the blog community completely because I've decided that instead of being a blogger, I will be a blog stalker! A self-proclaim hardcore blog stalker queen wtf...!

Till we meet again people!...Who knows I might post some crap here some time...Goodbye! Muaks muaks! xoxo (not inspired by Gossip Girl wtf)

2008-06-25T15:32:00.000+08:00

opposites attract. one of the most overused cliches ever and yet no one really knows just how far in truth it really is.

common stars if not identical yet we hail from total opposite sides of the world sharing little common interest if almost none.

how do two people with such adverse differences get along so well yet annoy each other so much at the very same time. things she loves he hates or has no care for and vice versa. how do they compensate. and how long can they actually do it before one finally breaks.

fights. rarely does one ever occur if almost never since the longest time ever. each keeping something inside rarely to ever let it be known. little things. little unimportant things held inside in fear of causing a fight. perfect harmony and peace. a more favorable environment indeed.

but just how long can two people from two different worlds really stay together. can this really last forever?

forever. a formidable word indeed.

The gasp weight issue

2008-06-19T08:53:00.003+08:00

Okay, so here's the deal; a month ago, as soon as I touched down Kota Kinabalu, I dashed to the weight scale to check on my weight and my weight was far from being 'normal'. I was painfully underweight. I am naturally stick thin till to the point of being accused of being anorexic o_0 and while back in campus I never have my breakfast, just brunch and if I slept till 4 or 5pm (after spending the whole night doing my assignments...okay, watching dramas), I might as well have dinner,right??? And I don't do exercise and dieting(is that a word?) is never my cup of 'char'. I just cut down on my daily dose of chocolates and junkfood if I feel bloated and it's usually went Aunt V comes to visit wtf. And this contributes to my very-underweight-weight.

So back to the present, just last night I stepped on to the weight scale and found out that I've gained weight. I've gained 5kg in a month! And woohoo I've finally reached my ideal weight

And now, I have a question...should I be worried for gaining that much weight in a month??? Am I gaining too much in such a short time??? And guess what I just found out the first paragraph on this post showed how my eating habits are soooooo.......unhealthy..haha!

Anyway, the purpose of this post is just for the sake of updating this blog wtf...where is my spirit of blogging!!!!!!!?????

POLYGAMY: Yes or No?

2008-06-02T11:01:00.003+08:00

I've been meaning to blog about this last week, but I have been busy with work but I guess it's better late than never,right?

Oh well,

While having my breakfast at tiffany's wtf one very early morning, I came across the following article on Daily Express;

Friday May 23, 2008
Call to ‘teach’ women on polygamy raises heckles

THE discussion on problems afflicting the Syariah Courts caused a ruckus after Ibrahim Ali (Ind – Pasir Mas) called for a campaign on the concept of polygamy to be taught to all women to end such problems.

Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department in charge of Islamic Affairs, Datuk Ahmad Zahid Hamidi, fielded questions from the Opposition on delays in settling Syariah cases with Zuraida Kamaruddin (PKR – Ampang) saying it was “very painful” for a woman to have to go to court three separate times to settle a case.

“A woman has to go once for the divorce, once again for custody and again for property division. It is extremely painful for them.”

Fuziah Salleh (PKR – Kuantan) then asked if Syariah Court counsellors were qualified, pointing out that she had received numerous complaints about how the woman was always blamed for everything.

“They are not counselled but given 'advice.' And every time, they are told that the woman is to be blamed. If it is a family problem, they must be patient. If they are beaten up, they must also be patient,” she said.

As Ahmad Zahid was about to answer, Ibrahim stood up to say that such cases would not stop happening as the population was increasing and divorces were taking place daily.

“Such problems happen because women cannot accept polygamy. From a preventive point of view, what about doing a big campaign so that women can accept polygamy?” he asked.

Ibrahim said women did not understand that when they were pregnant for nine months, or had “problems” when they hit their 50s, their men still wanted to “have fun”.

“So the man wants to marry again, and the wife gets jealous and asks for a divorce.”

This caused Zuraida to stand up and say that a gender approach was very demeaning.

Ahmad Zahid agreed, saying: “That man is a male chauvinist.” To this, Ibrahim giggled.

When Ibrahim said that it was allowed from the Islamic point of view, Zuraida hit back and said men must be held to blame, too.

When the House finally calmed down, Ahmad Zahid said although prevention could also be looked into, what was important was to take care of the family.

Now, you tell me, how not to get mad like that???

Quoted,

"If it is a family problem, they must be patient. If they are beaten up, they must also be patient" <--My god...SHE should be beaten up instead, to all asshole-husband out there, if you feel like beating your wife, please go find this lady-bitch and beat her up instead.

"women did not understand that when they were pregnant for nine months, or had “problems” when they hit their 50s, their men still wanted to “have fun”." <--bravo for labelling ALL MEN as perverts and sex-maniacs which I believe is not true; the reasons for rape are written all over this article.

I would really like to personally meet the inhumane people who said this and give them a bitch slap on their face. Then permanently numb their penis so that they will not get an erection for life.

Eventhough I never agree on polygamy but with all due respect to their religion, I do understand why they allow polygamy because a few of my muslim friends have explained to me. But nothing prepare me for the reasons stated on this particular article. Imagine if women from other countries read this article...what will they think? And imagine the people they will report this to...

Haihz...This kind of people also got...such a waste of space.

This is for you.

2008-05-08T08:43:00.002+08:00

After a total of 18 years of studying, I've finally finished my last paper...after 18 years of studying!!!! Even if I've decided to take a Master, the experience will be totally different...I have mix feelings right now, part of me really wanted to end this and go back and looking forward towards earning my own money but part of me wanted to stay and still be called a student, being a dork with my friends everyday, complaining about assignments, and regretting about not studying earlier for a paper...Aaaarrrgghhhh!!!!....I hate changes...I really do.

First Year, First Semester

I got close to my roommate, Hui Ling, a STPM-er from Klang. She introduced me to her hometown friends, and we got along really well. Unfortunately, because we're taking different course, we drifted apart coming to the second semester, but we still do remain close friends until now.

Studies was really tough for me because being a Science student, my knowledge of computer was just email and chatting only! So being exposed with all kinds of programming language, editing softwares, network systems was like a cultural shock to me. Even my results was the worse compared to other semesters!!!

First Year, Second Semester

Assignments became more interesting like my first experience shooting a documentary

And my group even won The Best Documentary Award during the Multimedia Nite!!! Not bad for a beginner, huh?

And then there was Drama Nite, where all actors transformed into 'actresses' and vice versa.

"Romeo and Juliet...And Brad Too!"...I was Romeo!!!

And we even got 2nd place for our play!

I got to make a lot of new friends here...We got so close, that we were inseparable. I have to say that my first year, second semester was one of my best semesters to date. It was fun with no stress at all!!! Gosh...miss those days...

Second Year, First Semester

My second year, I was chosen as UMS-KAl's first Unduk Ngadau and Kumang Gawai!

No lah...Actually it was one of my close friends, Noreen who won!

For the first time, I got to wear a baju sumazau!!! I insist on participating on joining the sumazau dance performance just because I wanted to wear the baju!!Hehe...

Second Year, Second Semester

Indian Culture Night

Okay lar, I admit it. The main reason why I wanted to get involve with the Indian Culure Night was because I really want to wear a Saree!!!

Third Year, First Semester

UMS-KAL tamu gadang! It was one of the biggest events held in Labuan and even Fiq from Mentor was there. I was not a fan of his but heck, he's a celebrity! He actually looked like Anuar Zain though.

We call ourselves the BLB and Gaietech gang...Damn perasan. That will be another story for a different post, okay.

Assignments, assignments, assignments!

Shooting for our video clip, The Evolution of Music (search for it in Youtube!)

We became The Beatles!

We became the Village People!

We became Coolios!

We became The Backstreet Boys (excuse the make-up)

And even Good Charlotte!

And next, shooting for our first short film, thriller category.

I was Pontianak bin Hantu!

Third Year, Second Semester

This semester was the busiest and most torturing semester!...Buttttt....We still manage to find sometime to catch up with friends...

BBQ for all Multimedia Students

BLB and GaieTech Gang dinner

Eventhough there were ups and downs during my years in UMS-KAL. But I must say, those were the times I will cherish no matter how old I get. Because here, I got to meet a lot of great friends! It's hard leaving my campus life but life must go on.

To my friends in UMS-KAL,
Thank you for making me feel at home here.

To my friends in SSIL,
Thank you for your being there with us.

To my friends in Multimedia HC12,
Thank you for your support during our journey.

And finally,

To BLB and GaieTech Gang,
You guys were the best thing that ever happen to me in UMS-KAL. Thank you for always always always being there for me. Thank you for not ditching me when I was being a total noob. Thank you for not letting me down. Thank you for caring for me. Thank you for supporting me whenever I feel like falling. Thank you for giving me the best experience. And most of all, thank you for being my friend.

I love you all! I really do! And please forgive me if in any ways I've hurt either of you...

My new baby

2008-05-05T17:38:00.002+08:00

Everyone,

Meet Mizz Moroo

She's quick. She's caring, She's a show-off. And get this, she has 9 lives...

Shopping therapy with Shar today...You won't believe the amount of money I spent today T________________T

And I'm not even done with my final exams!!!

Kill me. Just kill me lah!!!

It's your choice to forget me but forgetting you, I will not.

2008-05-04T23:05:00.005+08:00

We're all growing up so fast......
primary school, high school, college, university...
And soon most of us will be graduating and pursuing our own career.

It's all happening a little TOO FAST...
I hate it =(

becuz of 'lap'

2008-05-03T17:45:00.004+08:00

I know this news is soooooo....last year but it cracks me up!

Kota Kinabalu: An 80-year-old and the woman whom he is accused of raping three years ago were lovers, the Sessions Court here was told Thursday. Tausang @Tingal Sagunting repeatedly stressed that he did not rape the woman and told the court that it was a case of "suka sama suka (consensus)". "I would have not been able to 'disturb' the woman if we were not in love," the rubber tapper said at the fourth day trial of his rape case before Judge Ravinthran Paramaguru. He made this statement while cross-examining Chief Inspector Mat Zani @ Mohd Salahuddin Che Ali, the prosecution's 10th witness, who was the Investigation Officer of the case. Tausang was conducting his own defence as he had turned down offers by two lawyers to represent him. The prosecution is led by Deputy Public Prosecutor Gan Peng Kun.

"Saya tidak akun rogol, sebab saya suka sama suka, sama dia, saya tidak dapat kacau sama dia, kalau bukan kerana sinta (cinta) (I don't admit raping her, because we are in love. I cannot disturb her if not because of love)," he said.

In the course of being cross-examined by Tausang, Mat Zani questioned the former why there was a report lodged by the alleged victim's family if the case was "suka sama suka (consensual sex)". In arguing the witness' statement, Tausang said: "I'm already old, I could not rape her, how can I rape her who is younger than me." Mat Zani rebutted that although he (Tausang) is old he is still strong and the deoxyribonucleic acid (DNA) test showed Tausang was the biological father of the baby boy delivered by the woman in 2005.

"Memang la, tapi saya tidak rogol, (of course, but I did not rape)," replied Tausang.

Tausang is on trial for a charge of raping the woman, now 21, in August 2004, at a rubber plantation in Kampung Laputong, Tamparuli. He had, on Dec 4, 2006, pleaded not guilty to the charge under Section 376 of the Penal Code, which carries a jail term of between five and 20 years, and also liable to be whipped on conviction. However, if convicted, he could be spared the cane due to his age as whipping is not permitted to convicted persons over 50 years old. Earlier, during examination-in-chief by DPP Gan, Mat Zani told the court that he sent the blood samples of the victim, the baby boy and Tausang to the Chemistry Department in Kuching, Sarawak for DNA test. He said six tubes containing two blood samples of each of the people mentioned were sent to determine the parents of the baby boy.

Wahahahah..."kerana sinta..."...

p/s
Can anybody tell me more about the Gintak case???? All I know is that he raped a few minors and my mom used to scared me saying, "Bah..nanti Gintak datang.." if i played outside till dark when I was a kid. And I always run back to the house lintang-pukang-ly wtf...

Shooting Star

2008-05-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

I am definately in love with this song

Song lyrics | Shooting Star lyrics

I dedicate this song to anybody who is so in love with their partners!

I have got to stop being emo... -____-"

Abusive Relationship

2008-04-30T18:47:00.005+08:00

I used to think that hitting your partner is a big NO-NO in a relationship, whether it's the guy hitting the girl or the girl hitting the guy, it is still wrong. Hitting a person that is a lot weaker than you is of course a cowardly act, why hit someone who can't fight back? Some may deserve it, like the girlfriend insulting the boyfriend's family or calling his mother a whore wtf, or the boyfriend two-timed the girlfriend, then yes, I do think they deserve a slap on the face. But not to the extend of doing it in public, or punching and pinching till blood oozes out.

A few weeks ago, my friends and I saw a couple quarelling right in front of our dormitories. Being the '38' we were, we just sat down on the benches in the cafe (the cafe is situated right in front of the dormitories) and watch like monkeys. The couple is quite at a distance though so we can't really hear what were they quarelling about. Then suddenly the guy started to slap the girl, not once but countless of times! I was really shocked because I've never witnessed these stuff first hand, only on TVB dramas though wtf. The girl just stood there, letting her boyfriend slap her a few times, right in front of other students passing by! The guy was shouting, pointing his fingers right in front of his girlfriend's face and simultaneously slapping her. And right at that moment, I told my friends that no matter how much I love my boyfriend, I will definitely not going to forgive and leave him if he laid his hands on me (hitting la not cuddling wtf!).

Fast forward back to a week later. I went back home to KK for a short break after my dreaded final project and presentation, I bumped into my dear friend, Sally whom I used to work with. Sally was this really cute girl with a big heart despite of her small frame figure. She was bubbly and her laughter was contagious! We sat down in Starbucks and have a few drinks and we started to catch up on things because I haven't seen this girl for 3 years! And she told me that she just got out from an abusive relationship with her boyfriend of 2 years. Her ex-boyfriend was literally imprisoning her life. No going out without the presence of the boyfriend and he will send and pick her up from work at the exact time. So if she was late for just a few minutes, the boyfriend will slap her, accusing her of flirting with other guys. There's one time, she even have to wash clothes while her nose was bleeding. Of course I was shocked and furious, because knowing her, I would never dream that this will happen to her because she was such a person with full of life. I asked her why the hell did she not leave him??? And silently she told me,

"I used to think my sister was stupid for letting her husband hit her but when it happened to me, I finally understand why my sister did not left her husband. It's because she loves him so much. The same thing goes for me..."

Her words made me think hard. I can't just freely say that I will immediately leave my boyfriend if he hit me because it has not happened to me. I don't know what it feels like to be hit by a loved one. But I do hope and pray these things does not happen to me or to the people around me.

So what do you think???? What if your partner hit you???? Will you stay with him/her? Or will you leave the relationship???

Wahsehhhh.....why so emooooo.... -_____________-

hehe

2008-04-10T19:22:00.005+08:00

For a YouTube worshiper like me, I find this freakingly hilarious!

*edited
And If you don't understand the video above (shame on you, tsk tsk tsk...) then watch the video below...with reference to the real video!

Short update on what I have been up to lately:

My third year as a student is a lot more tough than I expected! Assignments kaw kaw, projects kaw kaw and presentation very very kaw kaw!
Been going back to KK a lot and thus my moolah is decreasing day by day T_T.
Final project was a bitch; examiner told me that my animation is "so simple, so basic, not impressive..." and my supervisor was never helpful!
Aaaarrrggghhhhh......thesis reprinted reprinted reprinted and reprinted...
In less than a months time, I will be leaving Labuan and I will be starting my industrial training in KK in the middle of May...So wish me luck ey! Time sureeeee fliesss...

save the trees

2008-04-02T04:47:00.003+08:00

I've been browsing around a lot lately since I've completed my final project plus presentation (yay!)... I can't believe that in about a months time, I will be graduating, gosh time sure flies..... in a high speed that is...

I came across these ads from the Greenpeace campaign and it really strikes a cord in the right place to those who view it...

Makes you really think, right?

Illegal and excessive logging not only destroys forests but animals and human as well...

So do your part and plant a tree today, it will make a difference!

crap+photo=craphoto

2008-03-30T16:47:00.004+08:00

CRAPHOTO OF THE MONTH!

Full 'labuci-ed' blouse with matching skirt!

Oh and please excuse my 'happy feet'

And yes I was poking at her boobs.

A Day In The Life of a (respected?) University student.

2008-03-12T18:47:00.003+08:00

Quiz today.....

hhmmm.....this is pretty tough........

eerrrmmmm..........

dammit!

tiruuuuuuuuuuuu....................

Oh and by the way,

I VOTED!

p/s
I hope the results of the election will "open" their heads and start LISTENING to the people.

Pre-Election post

2008-03-03T19:01:00.007+08:00

I am 21 years old.

I am Malaysian.

And I will be doing my responsibility as a Malaysian to vote on the 8th of March.

Wasehhh....so lah the serious punya. Few months ago, my mom have been bugging me to register and I keep on throwing a are-you-serious look at her. But now, my view has changed, and I am glad that my mom forced me into registering that day. Thank you mom!

At first, me voting for the first time is just an experience for me.

(a) They don't care who's in power
(b) They don't think it's important because BN is gonna win anyway
(c) They don't know who to vote

From, Kennysia.com

I tick all of the above. I was that ignorant.

But after reading a few personal blogs, official news. I have finally come to my senses. I have to vote, I NEED to vote.

Check this out, quotes from several leaders of our country from a certain party...Got this from a forwarded email:

"If you cannot fight rape, better lay down and enjoy it " -May 2004

"Malaysia is an Islamic state, you don't like it, you get out of Malaysia! " -July 2005

"I talking about Muslims, not keling." -October 2005

"Batu Gajah (Fong Po Kuan) tiap-tiap bulan pun bocor" -May 2007

"Bloody Racist" -June 2005 <--Search for "Nazri" on YouTube

"Datuk Hisham has unsheated his keris , waved his keris, kissed his keris. We want to ask Datuk Hisham when is he going to use it?" -Nov 2006

"Revoke the citizenship of those who opposed the Malay rules", "May 13 has begun" (referring to the May 13 racial riots in 1969), and "soak it (the keris) with Malaysian Chinese blood" -1987

"Bloggers are liars. They use all sort of ways to cheat other. From what I know, out of 10,000 unemployed bloggers, 8,000 are women. "Bloggers like to spread rumours, they don't like national unity. Today our country has achievements because we are tolerant and compromising. Otherwise we will have civil war. "Malays will kill Chinese, Chinese will kill Malays, Indians will kill everybody else." -March 2007

"A woman 50 years ago, she looks beautiful, but today she won't look beautiful." -May 2007

"There are no laws in the cyberworld except for the law of the jungle. As such, action must be taken so that the monkeys(bloggers) behave." -July 2007

Good job fellas...good job...I'm amazed.

***The quotes above are merely a 'cut and paste' from several online articles and personal blogs and forwarded message. This post is not intended to offend anyone or ANY RACE AND RELIGION. I first apologized if I have offended anyone. The purpose of this post is to show what kind of people are leading our country today. I am anti-racist and I REFUSE to be followers of someone who is racist, sexist and air-headed. May 13 is not something that can be joke about and how dare them to be holding ransom at people like that! So do your part, if you have registered, please vote. You can make a difference.

p/s I am so glad I'm Sabahan because you can never see the boundaries between Malays, Chinese and Indians. The only thing we get is tempias from the west.

8th OF MARCH IS THE DAY!

What day is it?

2008-02-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

Do you realize what day is it today????

Do you???

Do you???

Do you???

Okay, I'm starting to be annoying...

It's the 29th February!!!!

We only get to have this day once in four years and those fortunate(unfortunate?) ones who was born on this day get to celebrate their birthday today as grand as possible kaw kaw-ed!

So I would like to get this opportunity to say

HAPPY ONCE IN FOUR YEARS BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

to those who was born on this day, you are the lucky ones!

it's been awhile (wtf such a boring title)

2008-02-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry I have not been blogging a lot lately...And I am not going to make any excuses on why I haven't been blogging. I am just plain ridiculously layyyyyyzayyyyy....

I'm in my final semester now. Which means, assignments will be much more deadly, lectures will will be much more heart-wrenched and final project will be...well...just UNBELIEVABLE! Oh and I will be busy looking for an industrial training placement... Any advertising and multimedia companies out there willing to hire me as an intern???Pretttttyyy pleaseeee...???

Even though I haven't been blogging a lot lately, but that doesn't mean I have been MIAing in the blogsphere... The latest I have been encountering lately is about a young Malaysian blogger who apparently have published two books, well I'm not going to say her name here *cough May cough Zhee cough* and how she have been very disrespectful towards the death of Lydia Sum Tin Ha and this have cause a lot of bloggers to be talking bad about her and leaving her negative comments. Well, I personally think that even though I think she IS disrespectful and I don't like the way she blog either but I think it's her blog mah! She can say anything she wants so I don't see anything wrong in that. And the people who leave her negative comments is immature and should really get a life.

On a different note,

My lecturer questioned a non-muslim student about what he thinks about Muslim. What expectation he has on Muslim. Don't get me wrong, I have no problem with my lecturer questioning that (my lecturer is a muslim btw) because I really do like open conversations like this as it promotes anti-racism. But what I don't like is that as soon as my lecturer asked my classmate the question, two of my other classmates who are muslim who happens to be sitting on my right and left side ask me,

"Yalah, apa pandangan orang kamu?"

...I was like WTF!! what do you mean 'orang kamu'???? I thought we are all Malaysians and that we are in the same boat just different beliefs and how dare he acknowledge non-muslim as 'orang kamu'???? I was very very very offended by his remarks that I chose to just shrug it off. And he has to go on and said,

"Alahhh...kamu ni memang tidak sporting laaaa..."

Now you tell me how do I feel when he said that???? Gggrrrrr.......shallow thinker...

Okay la...I shall stop here and blog more soon...till then...

the great pretender

2008-02-21T23:58:00.001+08:00

Oh yes, I’m the great pretender
Pretending that I’m doing well
My need is such; I pretend too much
I’m lonely but no one can tell.

Oh yes, I’m the great pretender
A drift in a world of my own
I play the game; but to my real shame
You’ve let me to dream all alone.

Too real is this feeling of make believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can’t conceal.

Oh yes I’m the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I’m not; you see
I’m wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you’re still around.

Happy Single Awareness Day!

2008-02-14T23:43:00.006+08:00

The clock strikes midnight, The Boyfriend called and said some sweet words to me which are not printable here... Ate Cheesy Wedges from KFC together with The Boyfriend as our Valentine's dinner at the same time but different locations (one in KK and the other in Labuan)....

Happy Valentine's Day baby! I don't mind you not being able to spend Valentine's Day with me because everyday is Valentine's Day for me! *que for the readers to puke* And I like just the way it is; not being fussy over the little things. I love you and you will always have a special place in my over-crowded heart!

Spending the Valentine's Day with other friends who are single...Listening to some crappy band playing cheesy love song at the bar...sipping on some crappy martini...And got in trouble with the school's guard...

And all I have is a red balloon which I stole from the bar as my date!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

AND

HAPPY SINGLES' AWARENESS DAY!

food for my soul

2008-02-06T04:44:00.001+08:00

Been hunting around KK for 3 days searching for the 'ONE'...

And now...

AND NOW

I'VE FINALLY FOUND IT!

"...when i wear my mary jane shoes..." -Fergie

It's an Italian shoe and it's kinda expensive but it is worth it because my soul is now FULLLLLLLL wtf.

This year's chinese new year is going to be a different one. This is the first chinese new year without my late auntie *sigh*

Meanwhile,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL!

Such a lovely day to do some gardening wtf

2008-01-25T00:22:00.001+08:00

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I did a little bit of gardening today.......

A bit of bonsai seeds here and there...and WALAH! A mini-bonsai garden!!!

Actually I totally forgot that I kept my half-eaten sambal udang in an aluminum container...it was in there for 3 days and FYI I have no refrigerator here okay!!!...And when I remembered about it....the sambal udang transformed into a mini bonsai garden! oh man the japanese is so going to be so jealous of me! ahahah!!! You can still see some of the sambal udang on the upper left. Well....no more sambal udang for me!........ever again....*pukes*

Complete with its own ecosystem too wtf.

shocking

2008-01-23T11:45:00.000+08:00

I was half-way blogging on a certain subject until I found about it while surfing through Yahoo.com in the other tab.

NEW YORK - Heath Ledger, the talented 28-year-old actor who gravitated toward dark, brooding roles that defied his leading-man looks, was found dead Tuesday in a Manhattan apartment, facedown at the foot of his bed with prescription sleeping pills nearby, police said.

There was no obvious indication that the Australian-born Ledger had committed suicide, NYPD spokesman Paul Browne said.

Rest of the news can be found HERE.

Ironically last night I watched Brokeback Mountain despite it is a same-sex love story...I know I'm outdated because the movie was released in 2005. But the image of hunky Heath Ledger and the pretty boy Jake Gyllenhaal kissing is really........not my cup of tea.

The first time I got to know Heath Ledger was in '10 Things I hate about You'...

His character was so sexy that despite his curly greasy hair, I still think he's hot...Oh and there's where I get to know Julia Stiles too.

Heath Ledger was most famous for his role in Brokeback Mountain...

As a bisexual cowboy having a relationship with another bisexual cowboy (well they didn't know they were bisexual until they found each other), Jake Gyllenhaal (duno how to spell). Well I didn't finished the movie last night because there was an electrical failure in my campus and when the electricity is back I am already half way through dreamville being best friends with Harry Potter wtf. My comment about the movie (well half of the movie at least) is that...two cowboys being away from va-jay-jay can easily get 'aroused' wtf...i don't know what i'm talking about. My point is, their feelings for each other is real, but what I don't understand is why the hell do they want to get married and have children if they still have feelings for each other????

Enough with that, this post isn't about Brokeback Mountain...It's about the late Heath Ledger...

I can't believe you're gone Heath. Maybe God has plans for you.

REST IN PEACE, HEATH LEDGER.
1979 ~ 2008

he's an animal

2008-01-21T17:43:00.000+08:00

Found this while surfing on the internet today:

BAYOU LA BATRE, Alabama (AP) -- A day after reporting his four young children were missing, a shrimp fisherman broke down and confessed that he threw them off an 80-foot-high bridge to their deaths, authorities said Wednesday. Lam Luong, 37, was charged with four counts of capital murder, and divers searched the murky waters for the bodies of the youngsters, who ranged in age from a few months to 3 years.

Luong had a drug habit and had argued with his wife, Ngoc Phan, before taking the children, said Phan's brother-in-law, Kam Phengsisomboun.

Luong's girlfriend, who was living in a hotel in nearby Gulfport, Mississippi, was a factor in the couple's argument on Sunday and Monday morning, family members and police said.

Authorities said they believe Luong then drove on Monday to the two-lane Dauphin Island bridge over the Intracoastal Waterway, stopped at the highest part of the span and threw the youngsters over the side.

From http://edition.cnn.com/2008/CRIME/01/09/bridge.deaths.ap/index.html

I was speechless when I read the news...All I can say is, "YOU FREAKING BASTARD!"...Who in the right mind would have thrown his own children off the bridge? They're his own flesh and blood! He's got a drug problem and a fight with his girlfriend. He's so mad that he took it on his own children. He's a pig. He's an asshole..I don't get it why there are even people like him??? What is happening to the world???

This is him

And this is what I want to do to him...

The Witch keep pounding the pieces of paper which represent the Petty Person with old shoes and spelling:

Beat the petty person's head, so that (s)he cannot breath.
Beat the petty person's hand, so that (s)he cannot move around even (s)he have hand.
Beat the petty person's foot, so that (s)he cannot walk even (s)he have.
Beat the petty person's mouth, so that (s)he cannot speak
Beat ....
From http://hkdigit.blogspot.com/2005/03/beat-it.html

And wtf why am I doing in CNN.com when I can stalk blogs????

*update*

The bodies of 3-year-old Ryan Phan and 4-month-old Danny Luong were discovered a few miles west of the 80-foot-tall coastal bridge, where authorities said the father tossed all four children January 7 after a fight with his wife. Search resumes for 2 more.

I can't hold on any longer.

2008-01-20T18:07:00.000+08:00

*This is an emo post so if you expect any laughs then kindly click the red X button or if you're a sick person with no heart then you can stay and laugh at my emo post*

It is hard being myself.

Just when I started showing my true self, people rejected me, criticizing me, misunderstood and I can't bare all this pain any more.

I have been a good friend, a good daughter. You have problems, I listen. You don't know what to do, I find a solution for you. You fall, I catch.

But what about me?

Why can't for once, you just listen to me? I have feelings too, you know. I can't always be there to only think about your feelings, and make it all easier for you. You have your family and friends to support you everyday, so don't come running to me telling me that you feel lonely and taken for granted. HOW SELFISH CAN YOU BE?????

You told me that you are going to do the same for me. That you're going to have my back no matter what happens. But when the big problem came, you ran away, hiding. You act as if you've never promised anything. Well guess what, I'm no longer going to have your back. You have problems, you go figure it out on your own. No matter how much I love you as a friend, I'm going to choose to love me more because loving you as a friend is a waste of my time.

So what about me?

.....what about me?

Happy New Year 2008!!!

2008-01-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yeah, that's pretty much how I'm feeling right now.

I'm really sorry I didn't update often. I really wanted to do a last post of the year 2007 but I didn't get around for it. Oh well...Just pretend that this is the 1st of January 2008 instead of 17th of January.

2007 has been a great and terrible year for me. But I will not change any of it if I'm given the change to turn back time because despite all the tears I shed, despite all the anger, despite all the fear, despite all the stress....it had definitely made me more mature and gain more than loss.

In 2007 I've.......
1. Gained more trust from both my parents in having a relationship.
2. Changed my shopping habits, from splurging for mountains of clothes, mountains of bags, mountains of shoes...I splurge on expensive foods.
3. Learn a lil' bit of accounting.
4. Learn more about car accessories and parts and thus understand my boyfriend more (WTF!!!!)
5. Learn to love children more because of my nephew.
6. Stood up for myself because someone made a racist comment about me.
7. Straightened my hair.
8. Did not grow an inch taller. (DAMN!)
9. Went on a road trip to Sandakan for the first time with my boyfriend.
10.Ate a lot till diarrhea.
11.Filmed a music video, and had a BLAST doing it!
12.Acted as a ghost in a movie as one of my assignments.
13.Slept less.
14.Laughed more instead of cried more.
15.Gained weight at the beginning of the year but lose weight at the end of the year. (DAMN DAMN!)
16.Turned 'legally' 21!
17.Got misunderstood by a very close friend which leads to a huge fight between us.
18.Lost an uncle in a freak accident.
19.Lost an auntie because of a disease.
20.Learn that sometimes you have to consider the advices given to you despite it is totally against your principles.
21.Learn that life is VERY VERY VERY short because you do not know when is the last day of your life, so live your life to the fullest every single day as if it is your last.

I am well aware that there will be a lot will be waiting for me in 2008 because this will be the year I will be doing my final project *gasp!*, this will be the year I'm doing my practical, this will be the year I'll be starting my career as I-Don't-Know-What-I'm-Doing, and most importantly this will be the year where I FINALLY graduate and get my degree!

And my 2008 resolution...
1. Gained MORE weight! (I'm 40kg now, and I'm 38kg when I wake up in the morning, after I 'pangsai-ed'...So my goal for this year is 45kg!)
2. Stop talking bad about people.
3. Stop noticing other people's flaws.
4. Eat more FOOOOOOOOOOOOD.....!
5. Improve my cooking -_____-"
6. Be more responsible.
7. Going vacations with my family!
8.Have bigger breast *shy*
9. Blog MORE!
10.Organize more road trips with boyfriend!

This is like the most boringest and most out-dated post I've ever write...

a new year. a new beginning.

2008-01-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

I think my uterus just blossomed.

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will be back blogging soon. i promise.

dots

2007-12-15T17:02:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been going through a lot lately and thus I have no mood and sanity left to blog.

I lost my uncle in a fatal car accident and before I can even mourn for his death enough, I lost my aunt a month later due to cancer.

Will be back blogging sooner or later.

Meanwhile, Merry Christmas everyone, have a blessed one.

I'm going to Hogwarts...

2007-11-23T01:53:00.000+08:00

Answer some simple questions and find out which house are you being sorted out...

I'm a...

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

Which means Harry Potter, Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger are my classmates!

And I'm also like

Wish I have boobs like hers -___-"

Boy moment

2007-11-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

ohmigod ohmigod ohmigod ohmigod!!!! Been hanging around YouTube lately (CORRECTION: ALL THE TIME) when I should be studying for my finals and I found thisssssss......!!!!!

SO FREAKING DAMNNNNNNNNNN COOOOOOOOLLLLLL!!!!! How long was it since Street Fighter III came out???? Well, it's about time they have the IV! Street figthers are so classic...nothing will top that in video games! Oh and before you get the wrong idea, I'm NEVER good at playing games, I'm just good in Puzzle Bubble and Zuma wtf (They call me Puzzle Bubble Queen back in high school! wtf)...But I just love watching the graphics...I can never get bored watching my brothers and boyfriend play their video games, I could just drool over the graphics...Hah! Am I your dream girlfriend or what! wtf.......

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Ryu is better but I still think Ken is hot, don't you think Owen Wilson looks so much like Ken?

Headlines (Friendship never ends) - Spice Girls

2007-11-18T04:21:00.000+08:00

Yalah I know this video is already out a few weeks ago.... But the SPICE GIRLS is really backkkkk....You probably read my post about how I used to get crazy over the Spice Girls... But that was waayyyyyyyy before I reached puberty wtf...By the way enjoy the video!

So what do you think??? Do you think they still have their magic? Well, I think their days are long gone...I appreciate how they still wanna make music for their fans and all, but don't you think this video is a bit too much? What's with Geri n Victoria wearing lingeries??? I think that is sooooooo..... unncessary!! Does not even match their song! Geri probably wanna show off her body after giving birth to Bluebell (That's her daughter's name by the way...-___-") and Victoria probably wants to stand out like usual...I can't stop looking at her boobs without thinking it's fake...-____-"... Emma looks classy and matured while Melanie B is all matured now; not being loud anymore and I love her curves! And Melanie C...no more shouting 'Girl Power' and gold teeth anymore...She's so gorgeous now! And I simply love her unique voice, I still think she's the only Spice Girl that can sing though.

And I soooooo.... freaking love the song!!! I love love love love the lyricssss!!! Yeah...so bare with me...Come people, sing along now!

The time is now or never to fit the missing piece
To take this song together, you make me feel complete
We fall into the future and trough the looking glass
The light shines over our heads and so it comes to pass...

To go beyond the surface, to reach into your soul
This love is not demanding: My heart has told me so
I'll hold on to my hero with faith enough to fly
The power to imagine will keep this love alive

Let's make the headlines loud and true:
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
Let's make the headlines loud and clear:
The best things suddenly happen when you are here
If I lost my way you'd carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone
And it's just like everything matters when you are near

And it feels so good, every bell's gonna ring
Your love is alive and it's making me sing
I could fly, wanna cry, want the whole world to know
We are together, come on baby lets go!

And words get to be spoken, will fall upon the page
Spelling out true devotion, is all we need to say

Let's make the headlines loud and true:
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
Let's make the headlines loud and clear:
The best things suddenly happen when you are near
(Just remember, friendship never ends)
If I lost my way you'd carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven and never leave me alone
And it's just like everything matters when you are near

Let's make the headlines true this time:
There's no hiding from this magical state of mind
(I feel love, I feel, I feel love)
If I lost my way you'd carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven and never leave me alone
And it's just like everything matters when you are near

Let's make the headlines loud and true
Let's make the headlines...
Cause I'm giving it all
I'm giving it all to yo

Do not proceed if you have a weak stomach. wtf.

2007-11-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

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Me: So...??? How do I look??? Like those models in Cleo lerrr....

Boyfriend: Eh? Sudah pakai make up ka?

Me: !!!!!!!!!

Alrite! So I suck at putting make up on myself! So what!!! *Camwhore to consoles self*

Cheh... Bulih tahan also mah!!! My eyes got difference, right! Right!

Nah! I can even pull off a FriendsterKawaiiHawaiiWtf look wad!!!

Okay, I should be studying right now...I still have 12 hours to study for my Computer Graphics paper!!!

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Photos above is VERY raw okay! NO PHOTOSHOP AT ALL! And I took every pose in a SINGLE SHOT!

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Told ya shouldn't proceed if you have a weak stomach. wtf.

i'm STUDYING!

2007-11-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

DAMMMMMMMIT!!!!! WHEN WILL I LEARN!!!!!!!!!!!

"Love what you study"

2007-10-31T21:33:00.000+08:00

MmmmMMmMm come here Principles of Marketing ;)

It clearly doesn't work when the phrase should actually read "Study what you love". Too late for that now though, so right now, Principles of Marketing is the sexiest thing on earth.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!

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2007-10-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

Oh now I get it. So this is the part where I die right?

MUST SEE!!

2007-10-22T02:24:00.000+08:00

When Lucy recommends you a song, it means its a heeeelllla of a good one! I'm so in love with this song right now after I saw it on MTV

Rythms del Mundo feat Coldplay -"Clocks"

First of all, I've already liked the song when it first came out; listen closely to the lyrics and if you're (ehem...) creative enough, you're are able to interpret it, and daymmmeeee.....the lyrics is so freaking REAL..!!

And when I saw this version, I fell in love with the song all over again! It's even better than the original!!

And and the video is so cooolll....notice the smokes and fire coming out from the TV...It's not just some effect to make the video look cool. It means even if you're watching the news about tragedies that occurs from the other side of the worlde, it WILL give an impact to the future; the future is potrayed by the little girl by the way...

Hohoho...why am I so smart ar??? Why am I so creative arrr??? And why am I so perasan ah???

3 more days till I go back to Labuan...I am so depressed! huhuhu...

Pissed...again

2007-10-18T02:37:00.000+08:00

I'm not scared of you judging me. Because I know I'm better than you.

Lately things have been happening. Things I don't support. Things that I'm totally against.

I just found out my "friend" is cheating on my other friend. That's really sick.

The next time you think of two-timing your boyfriend/girlfriend, please think...

What do you gain?

Apa ko untung?

*edited*

I just found out that my "other friend" is telling my guy-friend that she is single because she found out that my guy-friend is interested in her but actually she's been with her boyfriend for almost 4 years!!!

What is wrong with you people!!!????

Ugh!

2007-10-15T01:57:00.000+08:00

There will always be someone around your life, mayby not just someone but maybe armies of people constantly always trying to kick you down in life. Making you feel like a little nobody, worthless and making you shrink and hide like a little baby in a corner crying away in the dark. feeling so beaten down each time they attack. there will always be someone like that. No matter how far you go on life, what you do, how you live, or basically being who you are, you can't be love by everyone though at times you wish that is a utopian world! wtf. I don't know what I'm even going to write here right now, but all I know is I'm feeling tired and fed up as usual and at times, instead of always being attacked, attention ladies and gentlemen, I just declared WAR.

When I say a war has been declared, it doesn’t necessarily contain physical abuse nor any catfights and hair pulling treatments. It could represent, that is time for me to just stand up, close my ears and only open to them to those who really hears me and see’s me for who I am and not what they want me to be because guess what? You can never please them no matter how hard you try. By declaring war, you tell yourself that nobody is going to be able to make you feel unworthy and less of yourself and being able to put you down without your consent. Declaring war is not giving up on ourselves and not breaking down because hey, sooner than it seems life DOES turn around and I know God is there watching over me. Oh, you can be more mean and realistic and it says "It's called karma baby and it goes around"

But at times, I stand alone in war. I have comrades and generals and others around me, but certain war you have to fight on your own but with the strength and knowing that you have the support and love from the people around you. I tried you know? Many times. Many, many times declaring war. But somehow, at times I just want to fall to my knees and show a white flag and just cry. But I can’t, because whenever I do so, someone takes my flag, throws it to the ground and stamps on it. The flag’s gone. At times, is my fault for hurting the comrades and generals and worst, my leaders?

At times I am to be blamed because I love them too much and at the same time I hurt them in the process, there was an incident just few days ago all that could be seen was screams and shouts and so much tears that I could no longer bare to be the cause of it, or maybe I’m afraid that I COULD be the cause of it and I just wanted to simply feel a sharpness go through my wrist and my veins. But someone took that object away and kicked my ass down and I had to declare once again the white flag to be appeared. God called me and saved me that night through a close friend of mine. Who knows where I would have ended up that night when my vision was blurred with nothing but tears and all I could hear was the screeching noise of the brakes and tires. But this is a whole different story. Nothing related to what I am about the write below.

Why can’t you people let it go? Let ME go for goodness sakes. At times, I get ahead of myself, thinking “just what exactly have I done to you people?” have I killed your loved ones or you in your past life? Have I done anything to hurt you in the present? Even worst, token of kindness and love and caring gets turned into an act of sin interpreted by them and only them and hey, news travels. “Extra, extra, READ ALL ABOUT IT” people buying the paper believing every single word they read and guess what? There goes wannabe’s story writer trying to compile their very own version of a certain book of a story. The story to be. That could be anyways. And sometimes, it becomes a best seller! I’m tired you know? Tired of holding myself up and going through war, just when I think the war is ending and peace may come, a new one starts brewing right in front of my face and is a sick cycle. It goes around the world. In a perfect circle that never ends it seems.

Holding tight onto the carousel. I’m on that never seems to stop circling around. Getting blamed, accused, and somehow being the wrong idea of a person, a human being to the world, especially to the people I know and around me. When does the carousel stop playing?

Can someone find me the switch and help me turn the lever to the “off” situation and then maybe, JUST maybe someone kind would help me call a white van that has a plus symbol and moon crescent on it when finally all I can see in front of me is darkness and all they can see is redness..

selamat hari raya!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-13T03:18:00.000+08:00

To all my Muslim friends (you know who you are, I can't possible mention all your names here because I have A LOT of muslim friends)...SELAMAT HARI RAYA AND MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!!

Hope you have a GRRRRRRRRRRRRREAT day!!!!!!!!

Forget the exams, forget all your worries!!! Eat all you can!!!! Have fun while you can!!! Enjoy the feeling of Hari Raya!!!!!

fresh from the oven

2007-10-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

Have you seen the sun today??? My cousin woke me up at 12.30pm today (yeah, i was THAT babi!) with a call from her work place asking me to look at the sun, i thought, what the fuck la wanna look at the sun, some more me mamai-mamai lagi, still can't open my eyes completely... But her voice seem so excited and urgent so I took the trouble to get downstairs (haven't brush teeth yet!), out to the backyard and look up to the sky...and guess what I saw!

A double rainbow surrounding the sun!!!

Now that is not what you normally see on usual days... I believe some take it as an unusual phenomenon and some take it as a sign from the Big Guy above; maybe a good sign or maybe it is a bad sign...It freaked me out a little, but hey, it's something that I don't normally see so I think I should be lucky...

So take some time of from your usual busy day and take a look at the sky, you never know what you might see...

rants and bitched

2007-10-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

Cerita ini bukanlah rekaan semata-mata dan adalah berkaitan dengan yang hidup dan bukanlah yang telah mati.

*BITCH MODE ON*

*EMO MODE ON*

*PERASAN MODE ON*

I’m sure you’ve experience the sense of belonging to a clique back in your school days, doesn’t matter if it is during the secondary school or university; you’re bound to belong to cliques… Back in primary school I belonged to a clique that is consist of snobbish girls… I don’t know it at that time, till an ex-classmate of mine whom I never talk to during classes told me when we accidentally bump into each other recently. She told me my friends and I were called ‘The Bitches’ or ‘The-Budak-Manja’ back in primary school days…Thinking back, I guess I’m gonna have to agree with her, because my friends and I never failed to laugh at other people’s ‘unfortunateness’…if that is a word… We make fun of other people, we laugh at them, and we spread bad gossip at them… Fortunately, I changed when I went to secondary school. During the secondary school, I belonged to a ‘two-girls-clique’ which consist of me and my best friend…I’m not sure how other people see us but they definitely think we look alike…It doesn’t bother me though, we have a lot in common! And so when I enter university, I’ve decided I to not want to be in any clique, but boy was I wrong…

My current class consist of a few cliques…There are the girls who wear tudungs and are crazy over Korean and Japanese dramas; the girls who love to go against the rules; the guys who are addicted to Maple; the guys who are addicted to DOTA; the Chinese students who follows every single rules they are in the UMS Prospectus whom I prefer to call them as ‘Skematogenesis’ and finally the free-spirited girls…

Well…I OBVIOUSLY belong to the (ehem…) free-spirited girls, and we call ourselves the ‘GaieTech Gang’. We are consisting of five girls with five different races; the Iban girl, the Bidayuh girl, the Melanau Girl, the Malay girl and finally me, the half-chinese girl. A few people have asked me why I am not hanging out with the ‘Skematogenesis’… Well the answer is simple…I REFUSE to be labeled as a ‘cliché’ person; the one who only hangs out with the same race…Not that I’m prejudice or anything, but I prefer ‘diversitiness’… The GaieTech Gang has no common interest actually; we are of different races with very different backgrounds and with different beliefs but why do we get along so well??? It’s because we get along with other people so easily. Doesn’t matter if other people who have different mindset, we still get along with them. True, we have some people who are jealous of us but heck, we don’t give a damn! It’s not like we are trespassing their lives!

Unfortunately, because of my (ehem…) free-spirited personality, some are bound to have the wrong impression of me. Just because I’m very (ehem…) open-minded, some people are dumb enough to think that they know everything about me already. Some think I’m a girl who is willing to do anything and not even care my self-respect. Just recently a guy in my class asked me if I could act in his short movie as a girl who has sex with his boyfriend. Now, I am very open about sex, I don’t feel ashamed discussing about this so-called taboo topic, but I TRULY BELIEVE that sex is VERY VERY VERY sacred and only should be shared with a loved one. I don’t understand how this certain guy has the right mind to even ask me if I could act having sex in his short movie!!! Diuniamachauhaipukimak!!!!! Some more, when I said ‘NO’, he even has the guts to beg me…”Please cille…you’re the only one who can act this scene...” This is one example of an asshole with no balls! If you’re reading this asshole, then I have a few words for you; I HEREBY DECLARE YOU AS A VERY NARROW-MINDED DONKEY!!! Surprisingly, he doesn’t even think his action is any wrong….dumbass…

*PERASAAN MODE OFF*

*EMO MODE OFF*

*BITCH MODE OFF*

Phewwww….that feels better…Have a nice day people! 

very quick updates!

2007-09-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

I'm currently soooooo busy with assignments that I'm having insomnia right now that I look like a mutant panda and it is not even funny.
2 major assignments for evey subject I take! Can live be any more suckier???
Feeling really bitchy towards certain people, mood really unpredictable.
If there's an award of 'Worse blogger' ever, I think I will be a perfect nominee for it...soory for not updating!!!!
Streamyx succcckkkksssss!!!!!!!! (will tell you sooon)
Meanwhile...please enjoy the video here...it's one of my major assignments...

SPOT ME!!!!

Tagged by Flanegan Aramaitiiiii.....

2007-08-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

Tag Meme I hate from Flanegan :

* Food I hate : BAWANG!!!!

* Fruit I hate : None pula....

* Veggies I hate : many oooo....i can only veggies i love

* Celebrities/People that I hate : britney spears...freako...and courtney love.

* Event/Situation/Incident that I hate : My stomach berkaraoke in class and always coincidently when the whole lecture room is in silent state...why like that de????

* TV shows/movies that I hate : Anything which stars Saiful Apek EXPECIALLY CicakMan...what the hell???!!!!

* Music I hate : Numa Numa...Urgh!!!!

* Household chores that I hate : Gardening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* Things that you hate around the world : RACISM!

* Things that you hate about yourself : I can never learn from my mistakes...

Shhhyyyttteee....this post full of hatred pula!!!!

Memories

2007-08-18T17:57:00.000+08:00

I miss how you use to be so happy when I come to visit you
I miss how you thought me how to count using the abacus
I miss how you hold my hand tightly when we climb up the hill behind the house
I miss how I used to call you Colonel Sanders because of your white hair
I miss your China-man like slang
I miss how you used to hold your stomach when you laugh
I miss how you must drink a cup of hot Milo before you go to bed
I miss how you bribed me with 50 cents so that I can help you massage your feet
I miss how you still like to hold Po Po’s hand when we go out
I miss your favorite blue shirt and that you have more than 10 pieces of the same shirt
I miss how you used to call me ‘Loooo…silllllll’
I miss how you taught me to look after your grocery shop
I miss all your stories from China
I miss watching TVB soap operas with you
I miss all your jokes even though I don’t get it sometimes

I miss you Kung Kung…

It’s been 10 years since you left us… Back then I don’t realize how much I’ve lost… When you woke up from coma, you first called out my name, looking for me… But you fell right back into coma after my mom told you I was in my tuition class… Later did I know that it was your last few words…Your last few words was my name… I miss you so much Kung Kung… How are you up there? Are you enjoying your hot Milo up there? I’m doing fine here so don’t you worry about me, okay?

You will always be in my heart…Till we meet again Kung Kung.

you're a sabahan when....

2007-08-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

I know most of you have read this before...but what the heck it made my day when i received it in my inbox...

You're a true Sabahan if u say and understand these words:

1. tuuuna/ saaaana - points with the lips - (there-- at a distance )

2. limpas (to pass/walk by - Maaf, saya > limpas dulu? Excuse me, can I passby?

3. palui (stupid, duh! )

4. tapuk (to hide )

5. bida (ugly)

6. bubut (as in proper malay- "kejar", to chase)

7. sakai (ignorant, uncivilized, "hoosier")

8. andang-andang (that's how it is)

9. sapak (kasi campur/gaul -- utk masakan-to mix as in cooking)

10. inda/tia (short form of "tidak" - not, no)

11. wicin (another brand of msg as in "aji-no- moto" - a seasoning or food enhancer)

12. talampau (proper malay - "terlampau"- too much)

13. takajut (proper malay - "terkejut" - shocked, startled)

14. siorang (proper malay -"kami"/ "saya-orang" - us, we)

15. ngam-ngam (proper malay "kebetulan" - exact, at that time)

16. mangkali (proper malay "barangkali" - maybe, perhaps)

17. kamarin (proper malay "kelmarin" - yesterday)

18. kanapa (proper malay "kenapa" - why)

19. gia (__expression - "is it?")

20. bah (__expression - "ok!")

21. ah? (question, "Apa?" What?)

22. kici/kicil (proper malay "kecil" - small)

23. basar (proper malay "besar" - big, huge)

24. siok (__expression/description, proper malay "seronok" - enjoyable, great, etc-)

25. urang ("orang" - people; sometimes used "diurang" - them, they)

26. karing ("kering" - dry)

27. umban ("humban, lempar" - throw)

28. kana ("kena"- got ie--"kena umban" --got thrown)

29. padih ("pedih" - as in "Mata saya padih/pedih!" - My eyes stings, painful)

30. numbur ("nombor" - number)

31. gali ("geli" as in squeemish about something, or "gali"--gali lubang - as Dig a hole.)

32. dorang ("dia orang/diurang" - them, they - Dorang pigi tamu. They went to the market.)

33. panat ("penat" - tired)

34. katawa ("ketawa" - laugh, laughing)

35. lanjang (a.k.a. "periuk /belanga " - pots/pans)

36. putung ("potong" - cut, slice)

37. Buduh ("bodoh" - stupid)

38. tongo/bongo ("stupido" - same as above )

39. kabaru-baruan ("kebaru-baruan"- new to something)

40. giuk (proper malay "ulat"- worm)

41. Sikui (Tembikai - watermelon)

42. Santut (Underwear)

43. celana/salana (Seluar)

44. gipit (to grip...)

45. kanapatan/kadapatan (caught red handed.. or as the malays in kl say..'kantoi')

46. kebangkalan (choked while eating.. proper malay = 'tersedak')

47. ketulahan (bad karma)

48. bahai (plastic bag)

49. uinnaaa! (used to express various feelings, mostly when surprised..)

50. ging (derived from the word gang.. means kawan/member)

51. Tontolou = Mr. Willie

52. Pantat = Butt<---tp di semenanjung,lain tuh kan? eee... ya ba pula.. Di sabah .. belakang ..tapi di semenanjung di Depan pulak .. silap .. LOL 53. Cula = Coke or Coca-cola...lol

54 Torrrrrbaik = The Best...lol

55. Bikin panas = feeling angry...HHAH - HOt kununlah..

56. Tembirang = Don't lie.. (eg. Jangan kau tembirang)

57. Sabak ---- means baru ko tau... in english = I TOLD U...

58. Kotoh ---- Means as same like Sabak...

59. Lakas = Lekas/Cepat (Faster)

60. Bobot = Vagina

61. Balabak = Scrotum

62. Kalatiak = Ketiak (Armpit)

63. Duiiii dogo! = My goodness!! / Oh my!!

64. Seluar Katak - underwear

65. siring siring - side / on the side

66. taapun - a phrase used when unable to get the things desired

67. palis palis - touch wood

68 tachut - our version of touch wood

69. gostan - reverse

70. gohed - forward

71. ayuk - swinging movement of the arm in the marble game. can also mean to masturbate

72. taiih - shit / feaces / or just a curse word

73. kogutan - hangover

74. Sepuluh Tiga (10-3) - RM10 for three cans of beer (well in those days lah)

75. muhau - crazy

76. takana - hit (BM is terkena)

77. tekuis - same like like takana

78. kapayas / tapayas - papaya

79. api api - kota kinabalu

80. (sia) bilang - said

81. skijap - soon / in a short while / later

82. tinguk - (tengok) to look

83. hari satu - monday

84. hari dua - tuesday

84. hari tiga - wednesday

85. hari ampat - thursday

86. hari lima - friday

87. hari anam - saturday

88. SOT - crazy (like me)

89. thai lingong - worse than buduh

90. karan - electricity

And there you have it.....so are you a true sabahan?

*edit*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASSYYYY!!!!!!! Hope you enjoy your day!!!! Doesn't matter what's the age as long as you're a year wiser!

FINALLY!!!!

2007-08-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

dear you....

finally an update!!!!! No...I didn't applied for streamyx...instead I got FREE internet connection courtesy of UMS-KAL....!!!! Suddenly the UMS-KAL became so generous that they decided to set up WLAN in every block....I repeat EVERY block...and I repeat again FREE...!!!

*Please assume that this post is dated on 28th July 2007*
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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAYYYYYYYYYY.......!!!!!!

I AM FINALLY 21..........!!!!!!

I CAN VOTE........!!!!!!

I CAN WATCH PORN LEGALLY......!!!!! wtf.....

So yeah...I am finally turning 21 today, twenty-one, dua puluh satu..... Time really does fly.... Just few years ago I celebrated my 18th birthday somewhere I don't remember because I'm too drunk...wtf...

And this year...

I'm celebrating my birthday humbly with my family and friends....

Sanggup bah me want to naik ferry 3 hours from Labuan to KK....

My parents hold a party for me at home in KK.... well actually I tumpang only lar because it's actually for celebrating my grandma's 83rd birthday but what the helll......

And the main purpose for this post is to thank EVERYBODY who gave me presents and wished me birthday wishes...You know who you are and I can't list it down here considering I have such lousy memory....*gasp* Is this tanda-tanda that I am getting old???? *gasp*

Mom and Dad gave me gold necklace with a crucifix pendant

Apparently, it has been a chinese tradition for anyone at the age of 21 to receive a gold key as their birthday present...I don't really know exactly what it means but personally I think is kind of a symbol of the 'key to freedom' or 'key to adulthood'....whatever lar...

From my gu-gu....

From my ah keow....

And more gold key pendant that I didn't manage to take a photo and please excuse my lousy camera....

Dan tidak dilupakan juga ang-pow angpow yang 'SANGAT' berisi!!!

Cukup-cukup for me to buy a few pairs of Charles & Keith shoes but my mom awal-awal lagi warned me to put it in the bank -_______-"

And more presents!!!

'Epod' from 2nd bro....

I LOVE IT!!!!

White gold necklace with yet another key pendant

Pink headband from Shar...THANK YOU!!!!!

Thaitanium magnetic bracelet from The Boyfriend

Oh, and did I mention that the bracelet comes in a pair?????

Cheh....romantic kunun.....wtf...Thank you baby!!!

And thank you thank you thank you for those who wish me birthday...It may seem nothing to you but it really means A LOT to me!!!! thank you....

Oh and did I mentioned I'm 21 today...???

I'm sorriiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee................

2007-07-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!!!!

I know I know I promised for updates!!! Not because I'm lazy...well part of it wtf...anywayssss...... The reason why I haven't been updating lately is because...

Photobucket is down....and I REFUSED to update without photos!!!!
I'm back in Labuan, new year, new room, new resolutions....but no internet connection yet...!!! And I am currently trying to fix an internet connection in my room....

I'm back in Labuan...Back to UMS for my third and HOPEFULLY my last year... I've moved to a new room and I got the single room a.k.a VIP room... My own space! I have my privacy! No bitchy roomate to disturb me....

My first week back in UMS is really stressfull pula.....Baru one week sudah so stress!!! This is the becausenya, we third year students will have to complete our proposal for our final year project!!!!! Individual project!!!! And finding a topic is not easy!!! Ini baru mau buat proposal belum lagi wanna make the actual project!!! The topic I proporsed have been rejected 3 times by my supervisor!!!!! And finally I made up my mind to design a 2D animation video clip....And I have a confession to make.... I, Lucille Fung, a THIRD year Multimedia student, still don't know how to use Flash....so very the malufying betul.... I've been honeymooning in my 1st year and 2nd years.... I know I know....I deserve a smack on the head....So anyone out there some where is a sifu of Flash?????

I WILL UPDATE MORE ONCE I GET BACK MY STREAMYX CONNECTION................

guess what

2007-07-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

Guess what I did to my hair today....

Yes, I straightened it....

I got bored at my curls.....

So what do you think??? Do I look better with curls or straight hair???.....

Yes I'm a camwhore

So learn to deal with it :D

p/s
Please ignore the face-volcanoes...I malas wanna photoshop...

aik....

2007-06-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

Photobucket so sloooooowwww!!!! And I refused to update without any photos!!!!! I am still trying to upload my photos in Photobucket right now.... -___-"

yes i am still alive

2007-06-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure how long I haven't been updating my blog... But I know it's quite a period of time... So many things/events/peristiwa-peristiwa happened in my life lately and I don't even know where to start... But I'm not going to tell you in this post. The purpose of this post is to prove to you that I AM STILL BLOGGING. Updater post ahead!!!

Thought of the day,
I am freakingly annoyed at people who keeps changing their minds just because other people is changing theirs... I am more annoyed if they're the people I care a lot.

i messed up

2007-05-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

i messed up during work today... i messed up twice in a day!!!!

the end.

Of beggers and liars

2007-05-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

Today a man came in to my work place begging for money. He brought along his own IC and an air ticket and told us his story; He's a man around his 40s, he's not married, no children, no work and he's from west Malaysia, how he got here in Sabah, I do not know, he told us he bought an air ticket to KLIA but he missed the flight so he needs the money to buy another ticket so that he can get back.

How true his story is only him and the Mighty One above will know.

The question is, should or should I not help him?

I've been to these situations lots of time. Beggers asking me from money, told me their sad and unfortunate story and then my conscience started debate.

........I hate swindlers, I hate liars, I hate everything that is not true. It gets even worse when I start to believe these lies!

I kesian juga bah dorang ni...It's not like I have no heart at all la. But I really despise those who use my generosity and my sympathies for their own good...Paling la sia pantang tu!

So tell me, what should I do??? Just ignore all beggars?????

damn...another boring post

Not all post must have a title.

2007-05-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

Nah kan....rajin juga bah sya update...wtf

So I just got my first pay today...yipee!!! So I'm belanjaing everybody who read this post to McDonalds... So just go to your nearest McDonalds restaurant and tell them my name and they'll give you a free meal!....Kalau ndak malu la...

I very malas lar want to upload photos...malas betul...*gasp* die lar my camwhore skill almost gone liaw! So no photos for a few post...It's not like I'm getting more leng lui day by day, tambah jerawat ada lah...wtf

Have you guys been reading the newspapers lately??? I know lar everybody reads newspaper EVERYDAY, I tinggal dalam gua mah! wtf

Donny's suicide has touched so many hearts of people from all around Malaysia. Because of his constant bullying by his peers and his dirt-poor family, he chose to commit suicide so that he can lessen his mother's burden. One of my friend said, "Tidak sia-sia juga lar dia commit suicide..." because his death opened the eyes of many people that bullying is in fact not a small matter. Primary school is cruel, secondary school ok lagi lar...But primary school memang kejam! Because the kids tease you without even considering your feelings and mostly they will attack your weakest point! Sampai maki-maki your physicals lar, your parents lar even sampai your moyang bah! Memang cruel lar...

Since Donny's suicide I have read some more articles about how other kids around Donny's age attempted to commit suicide. What the hell is going to our world today????? Kids as young as 7 years old tried to commit suicide.... Who is to be blame???? Parents??? Teachers??? Media??? I'm not putting the blame on anyone, but I think we should put our heads together and find a solution for this matter. This is not a child's play. I personally think that this IS a serious matter! If suicide had crossed the mind of a child than what will happen to them when they grow up??? This is worst than terrorism!

......jiwang pula sya ni......

I'm just annoyed and terribly worried.

I know I haven't been updating...

2007-04-29T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hello boys and girls

Got miss me or not??? I know I haven't been updating lately...Told you I'm not going to be updating a lot... I guess when I finally graduate and got a stable job I'm going to be less going online...So do tell me about any updates!!!! I can't bear to be left behind wtf.

Working in a car accessories shop gave me a chance to learn a thing or two about cars and accounts!!!! Flashback, I have ZERO knowledge of anything 'accountancy'... All I do know is plus, minus, substarcting and dividing, that is as close as it can get to accounts for me! So to be being forced into doing accounts is a challenge to me...I may still do some minor and careless mistakes here and there but hell...I am learning lar!

So let me tell you about a customer I have encounter during one of my working days. There's this old man, with all due respects I DO respect the elders!, and he came to the shop to tint his car windows and wanted to fix his car alarm. So while the technician a.k.a the boyfriend is outside fixing his car, the old man was inside the shop with me. And he started to talk to me in hakka. Orang KK sure know that most of the chinese here talk hakka. And I'm not a chinese-hakka so I don't speak hakka but I do understand them WELL!

So when the old man talk to me in hakka, instead of responding him with my 'lau-yah' hakka I politely told him in mandarin that my hakka is not so fluent. And for no particular reasons this man got offended and said "orang KK pun tidak pandai cakap hakka"...I was like WTFFFFFFFF!!!! I wanted to tell him that what's so great about being able to talk hakka!!! (no offense!!).... I'm a sino and speak FLUENT ENGLISH, MALAY, MANDARIN!!!! and I'm damn proud of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not many people I know can speak fluent english, malay and mandarin all together!!! And when I say 'FLUENT' I meant really really really really can converse in these languages!!! wtf!!!!!! Somemore when he speak malay, his malay is also not so good either...You know those chinese that can't even pronounce the letter 'R'....NO OFFENSE!!! But I am offended okayyy....!!!

So anyway, this old man started to ask me questions, like interviewing me like that, in mandarin if you have to know. And he started to ask me if I have even pass my PMR dengan gaya yang penuh Lin-Ci!!! Like look down onme like that!!!! Probably because he thinks that people who started to work at a young age is less educated. WELL let me tell you that most people who work as soon as their SPM can get better salary than those who have a higher education!!!!!! If it's not true than why 70% of graduates can even get a freaking job??????????????????

Continue to the story, so I told him off that I am still studying in UMS and that I am on a long semester break so I wanted to fill up my time, and he was like ,"oh yakah???"..WTFFFF!!!
And he continue to say that studying in a local university tiada guna wa.... *censored* *&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&*censored">*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&*censored * Jika setiap rakyat Malaysia berfikiran semprit sedemikian maka HANCUR lar negara kita!!!

And and and he started bragging about his son studying in Germany bla bla bla bla bla...wtf wtf...But I am proud of myself because I can tahan all his comments like a professional businesslady... *banggaaaa* No matter how he annoys me he is still a customer...

I kesian his wife lar...

Quick Update!!!!

2007-04-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

I"m back in KK for a 3 months semester break!!! =)
I got a job in a car accesory shop so I'm kinda busy!!!
Less update lor....but I'll try my very best people!!!
You better miss me or I'll not update! ;-)
Add me in MSN, who knows I might online! charismatic_v@hotmail.com
And please leave a message in my chatbox so that I'll know that you're missing me!
Muaks muaks muaks!!

For the guys

2007-04-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

A little eye candy for the guys...

Let me introduce you to Lee Kyung-eun...

She's a singer, TV star and actress from Korea...

Mmmmm....yummy isn't she???

Don't you guys just feel like humping her???

Before you start putting your hands under the table, read this first...

Lee Kyung-eun, born on 17 February 1975, is a singer, TV star and actress from South Korea. She has become particularly well known in Taiwan and mainland China, as well as Korea, after being the first Korean entertainer to come out as being transsexual.

Ha Ri-su was born in Seongnam, just outside of Seoul. In 1997-98, he moved to Japan and transitioned to become female, surgically. While there, she began studying to become a hairdresser, and began singing in Japanese clubs. It was while singing in Japan that she got her first break, being recruited by an agent in 1999. In 2001, she formally changed her name to Ha Ri-su, just before featuring in an advertisement for Korean cosmetics company DoDo. The company were unsure of the reaction the advertisement would have, but it was well-received, and ended up launching her career.

Since then, Harisu has branched out into music and acting, among other things. She has recorded three musical albums, switching between techno and rhythm and blues. In 2001, she starred in the film Yellow Hair 2, for which she also recorded the soundtrack. Ha Ri-su has also had brief into other areas - having danced in a video clip for the group 'Turbo', as well as having written a book/photo-essay about herself. In 2004, she became the first known transsexual person, anywhere in the world, to feature in an advertisement for women's hygiene products.

Her current work is starring in a Malaysian production movie, 'Possessed' along side with Amber Chia.

No kidding!!! Here's Harisu when he/she was young...

I personally think she is more beautiful and sexier than most of the real women out there...Micheal Jackson should get some tips from her...wtf

And and and Harisu is getting married next month!!!!

I wikipediaed the guy and I can confirm that he indeed owns a penis that could actually erect...Lucky guy or not??? You tell me...

p/s
Sorry guys if I've spoiled your mood.....bwahahahahahah!!!!!

Back to my zaman kegelapan wtf...

2007-04-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

I was a real tomboy during my primary school days. I only have two brothers and considering that, it is normal for me being the only daughter in the family to want more attention. I am 6 years younger than my second brother and my first brother tidak payah cakap la... So I tried so hard in getting along with them, being one of the guys.

I forced my mom to let me cut my hair like a boy wtf, wore a bandanna going around town wtf, wore my brothers' jeans to church wtf, acted like a munyit around the house wtf (I even have the scars on my skull to prove it! That's another story for another day la..).....it was my zaman kegelapan wtf.

I remember during the first day of the Chinese New Year I insisted on wearing jeans but my mom was against it strongly so I was forced to wear a bright yellow sunny dress with my boy's hair wtf!!! I look like a boy in a dress...somemore that time my kulit so gelap lagi that!! I wish I could burn that year's Chinese New Year photos... I can see my mom was beginning to worry about me of being a tomboy but being so young, naive and less worries... I hantam saja la! Janji I looked cool!

And I guess Mom should personally be grateful of the existence of....

The Backstreet Boys!!!!

When I was in primary 5, my best friend introduced me to this group of guys who can't dance, who call themselves The Backstreet Boys. I was like 'WTF???'... She lend me her 'BackStreet Boys' album cassette to me (CDs are not popular yet!)...actually, it's more like she FORCED me to borrowed it from her! And it changed my life the moment I listen to the album. No Kidding! I got all mushie-lovie over the Backstreet Boys especially Howie D! Arrrggghh!!! Hahaha! It was so funny!!! Bit by bit, my personality kinda changed from a total tomboy to not-really-girly... I started to talk about being crazy for boys but still I still maintained my 'munyitness'..Aaahh...kids!

I think the craziness went until I'm in primary 6, and my cousin who is a guy but kinda 'sotong' at that time introduce me to....

Spice Girls!!!!

I got so crazy over them that I bought their original CD, bought their movie, keep on saying "Girl Power" and even made a homemade 'Wannabe' video with my crazy cousins wtf... My cousins and I pretended to play the spice girls, and I remember I chose to be 'Baby Spice' so I had to act all cutesy wtf...hahaaha!!!! *covers face* And believe it or not, I can rap! Every time my cousins and I sing a Spice Girl song I'll be the one singing Sporty Spice's part where she raps wtf.

But all these mania did not come close to...

The Moffatts!!!!

I was sooooooo.... crazy over The Moffatts expecially Scott Moffatt. By this time I'm already emerging to be a girly-girly girl wtf. I even made out a fan-story out of it about how I 'accidentally' met Scott Moffatt and he will fall in love with me wtf. I imagined that I was a exchange student from Malaysia to Canada and was enroll in the school where The Moffatts are in wtf. And Scott Moffatt was mesmerized by my Malaysian-Beautifulness wtf. And and he will fall in love with me wtf. And he even decided to migrate to Malaysia just for me. Then all my friends become so jealous of me wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf!!!! Hahaha!!!

Oklar, I think I'm done with embarrassing myself... But no matter what, I thank God for The Backstreet Boys!!!

I may become a lady-like now but I'm still a munyit wtf.

p/s
Count how many WTFs in this post! Winners will receive a 15 year old Fajar Bakti Kamus Dewan Bahasa from me. wtf.

i'm backkkkkkkkkkk!!!!

2007-04-08T02:51:00.000+08:00

Hey people

I'm sorry for the lack of update these days...Been busy with my exams (well that's the reason everybody gives!)...! And no...before you say anything I'm not done with my papers yet...3 more to go and I'm back in my home sweet home!!!! I'm so excited till I feel like I want to pee! wtf.

So I just came back from the Holy Saturday mass..Yeah..I went to church! Here's the proof!

Burn your sins away...burn baby BURN!

I didn't get to go for the Good Friday mass though because some genius guy from UMS-KAL decided to assign my Internet Programming paper on Good Friday itself...Totally inconsiderate!!!! Sometimes I think they're the ones should be more considerate rather than trying to ask us to be considerate! Some even insist on having an extra class on Sunday! Don't ask us to be considerate when you don't practice it well yourself, darling! What makes you more special?????

Ok lah...I just want to tell you all that I'm still alive and kicking and updating! Will update more soon!!

So, staaaaaaaaaay tuneeeeeeed!

p/s
I'm sorry but I won't be elaborate more about my cousin's death. It's something I still need to cope with every single day...Yes it was due to his long-due depression but no, he did not commit suicide, it was something else. That is all I can say. But I so appreciate your concern...Thanks a lot! I'm on my way to recovery!

I'm going crazy

2007-04-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

So I had my Advanced Multimedia paper today....

It was terrijiber, horrijiber, vegetiber...wtf

ai...I stayed up all night, injected caffeine/pati ayam to my system, sacrificed my sleep, sacrificed my Nana (well not really...so...)

And still I can't answer the whole fucking question! aiyo...

1 down! 4 more to go and I'll be back home!

So when I entered the exam hall, the best seats was already taken, and the only and nearest seat available is right beside the main door, so I took that lor...I know lar Feng Shui not good but I don't really believe in that kind of stuff even though I come from a Chinese family...

First question....eemm....okay also lar...just write down what I remembered.....

Second question...chocked on my own breath a bit...still acceptable lar...still can answer also lar...

Third question...Oh my god! I did read this but I didn't really concentrate on it!!! Nevermind...just goreng lar!

Fourth question...*gasp* I can't believe I forgot what that term means!!!

Fifth question...*gasp gasp kaw kaw* SHHHHYYYTTTEEE!!!! I can't believe I skipped that chapter!!!!

Sixth question..."pengsaned"

So you get the picture...It did not went well la! It was a three hours paper and I finished all the question in less than 2 hours...And my mind start wandering around...

I started thinking about Nana...

What happens to Hachiko??? Is she going to get pregnant??? Who's baby is it????

Then I started looking at my friend sitting in front of me...Then I started imagining him wearing a banana suit..

Then the guy beside me dropped his pen and he bent over to pick it up...and I imagined he fell of his chair...

I tried to control myself from laughing out loud...Dammit, I'm such an evil person!!

Ah...the things you can think of after you finished 'menggoreng-ed' your exam questions...

This post is so dumb, I know...I'm on PMS now so don't mess with me right now.

*edit*

Just found out a second cousin of mine just passed away due to depression. It was a family tragedy. I'm still in shock. Will not blog for a few days.

-Fill in your desired title HERE-

2007-04-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

I've been staying in my room for a few days lo...Didn't even get out of the room not even once except for going to the bathroom la! Haven't been using my voice to talk to anyone for a few days...I haven't been talking for a good 65 hours, now can you top that!...I guess my friends has forgotten me already...What the hell, they don't really know me anyway and never even make the effort to try to...Don't worry lar, this is not just another depressing post...The main point for this post is for me to show off my new wallpaper!

I don't know about you but I like black and simple wallpapers and I have this tendency of keeping my desktop shortcut/crap free...

So tell me, what's on your desktop?

arrrggghhhhh!!!!!! aaaarrrgggghhhhh!!!! aaarrrggghhh!!!!!

2007-04-01T20:00:00.000+08:00

5 Reasons Why I Hate LABUAN

NO WATER
NO WATER
LOOK THERE'S WATER! AIR BERKARAT ONLY....
NO WATER
NO WATER

Is this some kind of a sick April Fool's joke????? KEJAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*edit*

Apparently someone, got offended by this humble post of mine....ho ho ho

Dear sr215,

I apologize if somehow you got offended by this post.
I understand why you got offended as you are a local Labuan citizen, I'll get offended too if I were you =)

But please don't take this post too seriously. This is a post out of my frustration. My blog is not like Kenny Sia's or Jeff Ooi's. My blog does not contained any sorts of advertisement, politics or whatsoever. This is my blog and I post what I feel here.

I take it that you're dissing KML students. For your information, I was a KML student and I know what it feels like with shortage of everything. Heck, I often get food poisoning with the foods there!

And now, I'm pursuing my studies back in Labuan. Why? Because I believe Labuan is the best place to study as it is peaceful and less social /night life to distract me. The government is trying to make Labuan into an educational center, that I'm well aware of...But if this is the case why don't they improve the water supplies to all Educational Institutes here? Don't say we didn't do anything. Back when I was in KML, a group of my friends and I wrote a letter to 'whom-it-may-concern' expressing our frustration. But we were ignored.

So yeah, I apologize once again if I've offended Mr.SR215. Labuan? Peaceful place. Education Center? Got a lot of potential but still a long way to go.

Cheers.

slideaway

2007-03-31T15:28:00.000+08:00

When I see my friends being depressed, I get very depressed.

I hate all the idiots who break my friends' hearts. I hate all their clueless boyfriends who don't know how to appreciate what they've got. I hate their co-workers who bitch about them. I hate their college mates who beguile them into doing their coursework for them. I hate when they fail at something they wanted very badly. I hate when they get sent off somewhere they don't want to go. I hate their other friends who call themselves 'friends' but really just behave like backstabbing scum. I hate people who give them a hard time. I just about hate anything that makes them feel sad.

I'm such a malevolent person =)

It's not even midnight yet but I'm already so tired. It's been a mentally draining week, for some crazy reason. I haven't even been doing a lot, just stressing over storms in teacups and playing cartographer to subsequence. But that's not it. My mind and body is right here trying to focus, but my heart is just elsewhere. This is not what I want. I'm so unsettled right now it's driving me crazy. It's like having an extensive to-do list that you kinda left at the supermarket, and now you don't know where to begin, because you've gotten so used to seeing your lineup of daily responsibilities on paper, that when you don't have that list you're just left floundering, bewildered, grasping at fluttering curtains in your mind.

Every once in a while, I come across people that I really don't like. With the first sentence that comes out of their mouth, and the way their eyebrows move when they speak to me for the first time, I immediately form an impression. Because I'm judgmental that way. I always think that I can read people well. So I can't stand it when I meet someone I don't like, and when they turn out to be someone I fall in love with especially when I end up falling in love with them.

This fucking sucks. My heart needs to stop jumping headlong into things like this before warning my head. I can't take the shock that comes with the initial realization that, shit, girl, you have just been hit by a bus and a train. Give me a sailboat any day.

Shit. I don't even know what I'm talking about. I'm pissed. So bear with me.

*edit*

My current addiction : Nana - The Japanese Manga

It's exam week and I still have time for addiction...TUHAN TOLONG SAYA!

back in the island of agony

2007-03-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

Just came back from home sweet home... =(

Not in a mood to blog right now...

French paper + Visual Literation presentation tomorrow...

Grrrrrrrrrreeeaatttt.....

Hope my blogging mood will come back soon!

-put anything you like here, I malas want to think of a title.wtf-

2007-03-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

I stayed up all night last night trying to finish a 10 seconds 3D animation...

And presentation's today....It was pure agony!!!!

First of all, I have NO idea of how to use 3D Studio Max so instead we used Carrara...and still...the animation did not turned out okay...When my group presented it today, our lecturer complained about how the colors were all wrong...wtf

Being a university student makes me realize that there a lotsa types of people out there! I've worked with different people; The gila-kuasa one, The main-cakap-saja-but-don't-act one, The i-don't-care-if-we're-in-the-same-group-but-i-only-work-by-myself one, The useless-leader one, The stooooooooooopid one, The annoying one, The now-you-see-now-you-don't one, The mau-kena-suap one...etc...I'm not perfect myself, I admit. But I'm not the kind of person that could just sit back and expect my group members to do everything so that I can 'tumpang' the marks...And I expect this same goes for my other group members too...Some annoys me, some pissed me off...But no matter what, we need friends...No friends can die one, you know or not o?

In reality, we can't all be the goody-goody one...Only try to see the positive and ignore the negative...People that chose to ignore the facts on what is really happening around us annoys the shyte out of me..I mean seriously la! All they do is just wah there wah here, adore there adore here, bangga there bangga here...But refuse to see the dark side of it, and you telling me that we should be grateful of it???? BULLSHYTE! One thing I'm going to be grateful is when someone finally takes the initiative to look and listen and try to fix it...Okay!!! I am soooo...being emotional now! -please ignore this paragraph and proceed to the next one. Oh, did I make you bored honey?...go play with kites lar!-

Haiz...I am seriously damn tired right now...I can't think straight and I seriously need sleep! I feel like there's a big fat guy holding a burger while jumping inside my head (refer to the fat guy in Austin Powers)....But but! I am SOOOOOOOO...going back to KK tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!! I seriously need to get out of this island...it's eating me alive, literally!

So, I'm not sure if I'm going to update my blog while I'm at home...Because this thing namely, 'TiiBii' really needs my attention. Ho Ho Ho!! And yeah...I have to study too...Finals are starting on the 30th! Urghhhh!!! Can anyone here tell me who loves exams??? They need to be admitted to Bukit Padang or Tanjung Rambutan, what ever is in the way.

So don't forget to miss me okay?

I'll be going back to Labuan 1 hour before my first paper starts and going back to KK again just after my last paper...wtf

And and watch this! I laughed so hard at this I almost had a heart attack! Gaki No Tsukai...I LIKE!!! Enjoy!

*will take some time to load, but it is worth it!*

Absolutmania

2007-03-21T03:19:00.000+08:00

I went to UK with Jen today...no, not United Kingdom...Ujana Kewangan la! That's like the only mall in Labuan and I don't think if I can call it a mall because there's nothing there!!! So few shops...more worse than Central Plaze except that there's actually quite a crowd here... So this is what I bought today..totally unplanned!

A plain blue top, bling-bling hair clips, scrunchie, weird hair band, very chic handphone case and a bottle of vodka...

A bottle of vodka???? Now what is a university student like me doing with a bottle of vodka?? No, I don't drink in my campus mind you...I'm going back to KK this coming Saturday so this is just a souvenir from Labuan to me!

Notice anything different???

It's not the usual blue Absolut Vodka...

It's 50% alcohol!!!
The usual Absolut Vodka is 40% alcohol...This is the limited edition of the Absolut series...

I have this weird hobby of collecting Absolut Vodka series...I don't drink them! I just collect them...because I love the bottle designs!

These are some of the collection I have back at my room in KK...the Absolut Vodka and Absolut Apeach are missing in the picture...

And yeah...I 'absolutly' love vodkas...

p/s
sorry lame post...it's 3.44am in the morning lar....

Mothernature Pornography

2007-03-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

RATING: 18-SX / 18-PL
DISCLAIMER: View at your own risk. If you're offended you can always L-E-A-V-E

I got this from a forwarded email today entitled, 'Naughty Trees'. Perhaps you might have come across this from your forwarded emails as well. It has some pretty um.....amusing pictures so I thought I'd just share it with you all. Especially for those who have not view this before.

Tree with a male appendage is case you didn't realize.

Female Genitalia

This is really cute...I like the 'female' carrot where it crosses its legs so demurely. Oh by the way...did you notice that...the 'male' carrot seemed to be ejaculating or urinating 0_o"

Fornicating Trees...wtf

Okay...this one looks implausible...I wonder if anyone tampered with this photos (or any of the photos above)...I mean come on! Trees doing a doggy-style!!?!

What can I say...Even trees are horny...apa lagi manusia!!

'kulit baru'

2007-03-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

Check out my new blog skin...I fell in love with this skin because of the quotes! And before you ask me anything, no, that girl is not me...I wish I have those boots too okay! I'm trying to learn how to design my own skin lar...I mean blog skin wei...Whatever la...Anyway...do tell me what you think ar!

5 Reasons Why I Blog

2007-03-19T13:16:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged by the photographer,Flanegan ...hmmmm...Me diam-diam pun bulih-bulih kena tag bah! And here, my ladies and gentlemen is 5 Sebab Sya Blog

Mo kasih hilang tension bah - habis teda bah urang mo dingar sya meluahkan perasaan oleh itu sya pun blog la...teda juga urang bulih kacau sya kan!
Mo 'simpan dalam pigang' sama kawan sya semua - banyak bah kawan sya yang kunun pigi oversea..sya pun 'oversea' di Labuan bah! Jadi sya pun mau kasih update juga dorang pasal apa yang sya buat kan...
Mo buat rekod - nanti...bila sya tua sudah...tu badan bingkuk sudah...tu ehem-ehem pun mo jatuh sudah...bulih juga sya buka internet kasih tunjuk cucu-cicit sya yang dulu bila sya masih muda, rock juga bah sya!
Mo kasih tau yang Sabah pun Bulih Bah! - anu bah...banyak bah sya dingar kunun ada urang pikir urang Sabah macam urang utan...tinggal di pokok kunun...jadi sya pun mau la kasih tunjuk dorang yang Sabah ni Bulih Bah!
Mo berkanal-kanalan sama Sabah bloggers - Banyak juga urang Sabah yang ada blog!

Sya tag dorang!

Nadia
SharNadra
Itu jah la! Urang yang sya mo tag awal-awal lagi bah sudah kana tag!

p/s
I've no class today and tomorrow...I wish I can go back home now...But then got another presentation this coming Friday!!! *sigh*

i want a new look!!!

2007-03-19T01:49:00.000+08:00

tried editing my blog just now...I messed up...Cindy dah-link!!! help........

Bad English...

2007-03-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

*This will be a short post because I need to prepare for my presentation tomorrow!!

I have this bad tendency of laughing at people's poor English. Well, my English is not exactly great but it's so bad that you can't help yourself.

Malaysian has this mentality to look up at people who could speak good English. As for those who can't, they will be look down upon. Obviously, it's not a very good attitude. Just because someone has good oratory skill, doesn't mean he's smart.

Well, the point I want to make here is that, even though someone couldn't speak proper English, they shouldn't be looked down as they might have something better than us eg. better in other languages. So anyway, the purpose of writing this crap is to serve as disclaimer for my post below. I don't want anyone to brand me an arrogant bitch who think her English is better than anybody else.

So here's the story.

Couple years ago, my friends and I had coffee in Coffee Bean. So this friend of mine brought her cousin, who didn't speak a word throughout the entire session. Then couple days later, she messaged this friend of mine in Friendster.

Girl: ARE YOU REMEMBER ME?? ARE YOU REMEMBER ME? LAST TIME WE DRINK KOPI IN KOPI BEAN...

My friend laughed so hard till he smashed her keyboard with her hands.

I cried a litre of tears...

2007-03-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

I finished watching the Japanese drama titled, "1 Litre of Tears". Yeah. I might be outdated but it's better to be late than never right?

So far, this has been the MOST heart-wrenching drama I have ever watched. Damn, I cried all the way for few episodes consecutively. Please take note that I DON'T cry watching movies or drama. I'm like the most 'stone hearted' person that there will be. If you think, I'm crazy, I know thee are some who started crying at the very first episode. Unlike other emo dramas, I got over it the moment I finished watching, but for this, I'm still in an emo mode after watching. And, I teared like my late Grandad passed away. No kidding. Call me a cry baby or whatever you want. Go watch it yourself and if you don't cry, you either got no heart at all or it's infested with cicaks. The worse part is that the fact that it's based on a true story cut my heart into pieces.

Yes, I asked the same question too. Why did it had to be her? Why such a young girl at the tender age of 15 had to suffer this kinda illness? She did nothing wrong, in fact she was a very nice girl who inspired a lot, including me. Now I realized how lucky I am, to be born without any disabilities, to have a normal life as a teenager should live and a chance for me to pursue my education till now. Thins that we used to define as problem aren't really problems if to be compared with what she had gone through.

Been able to open your eyes the next morning you wake up from your sleep and said 'I'm alive', is already a very lucky thing. So, why should we dwell on to the past because we should be living today to it's fullest.

Though the love element in it was fictional, but indeed it was really beautiful. At some point, it was so cheeky yet so sweet. At another, it was so touching and painful to even look at. Looking at such a cool guy broke down was such a painful sight. Always will be. Letting go someone who's really true to you for his own good was even worse. Anyway, additional points given because Haruto and Aya are really cute! Very amazing plot the have here.

If you don't know what I am talking about, this drama is HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. The flashback of the scenes was so real as if I really walked the 10 years together with her.

1 Litre of tear, yes I had a really cried a litre of it.

Live on. =)

p/s
told ya i'm still in emo mode

one down five more to go!!!!

2007-03-12T16:34:00.000+08:00

Life as a university student just get more busy day by day...Dear Lord, what did I do to deserve this kind of agony!!!! A good night sleep is undefined these days...Apart from trying to complete my assignments, I did try to sleep because I know even if I don't need sleep, my skin does! But, my body just feel restless whenever I lay myself down on the bed...I just can't fight the urge to get up, sit in front of the laptop and start battling with the monitor...and now my skin looks like a orange skin.wtf.

So anyways....just presented E-Commerce assignment this morning...Another burden is gone! yipee!!! The outcome is simple...but I am damn satisfied lar okay! The process of designing the website, trying to figure out the links and the cursing of the database! We were asked to develop an on-line shopping website complete with all the database and stuff...Not easy lar okay! Me hor...database hor...don't know wor!!! Sanggup I angkat my laptop to town (by bus...dear) to meet with some senior and teach me database...with my brain like can automatic lock I'm happy to say that I did manage to develop the website...*pats myself on back*

wtf displaying my assignment in public...I damn proud of myself lar okay! As malas as I am Lucy never work this hard before because...well...I'm a lazy bum (like you don't know already)...

stress dot com dot my

2007-03-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

S.O.S

2007-03-09T03:28:00.000+08:00

It's 3.32 am and I'm still up doing my assignment. I'm now facing a dead end at it drives me nuts...Anybody know how to use Dreamweaver 8 and PHP really well??????? Oh please please please leave me a message...I seriously need help!!!!

The Recycled Post

2007-03-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

This is a recycled post...I took this post from my Friendster blog...hohoho...So any of you read my Friendster blog....shaddddapppp....I menjawab seruan kerajaan untuk mengitar semula. wtf.

I never understand why most girls (exp. younger girls) are so into taking photos of themselves with make believe cuteness and even have the guts to display it on Friendster! I don't understand how some girls are not tired of ACTING CUTE. Isn't it tired to be something you're not???...In most cases of course, if you're really that hot-looking, you'll never need to act cute, you know... but that's just my humble opinion... :D

I'm quite sure that everyone has come across tons of Friendster profiles with CUTIE-PIE photos which are posted on their display photo for no particular reason at all...Like every profiles will have their CUTIE-TOOTHY-FRUITY-PIE photos....they can pose on bed, in the toilet(me too!), in the car....EVERYWHERE!!!

so fucking fake....

So I have decided...that since I myself is not an attractive person and that I'm "SO DESPERATE" for attention...I've decided to.....act cute also!......so that there will be lots of ATTENTION FROM PERVERTS so that they can dream of me before they sleep or TFKY...ooohhh baby...wtf

Some of the poses includes:

1. Points Finger to Cheek

Meaning: "Yes...Please see my imaginary dimple...I'm
really cute, right?...You just wanna pinch my cute cheeks, right?...Say it dammit! Say I'm cute!..."

2. The V-sign or Peace sign

Meaning: "I just want World Peace...Yes I really do!!!..."

3. The L-sign below or at the chin

Meaning: I'm not sure what this means, but everyone does it so I want to try too...probably just hiding a volcano sized pimple.wtf.

4. Bite Finger with an Innocent Look

Meaning : "I know what you want...and because I'm so innocent, the more you want me...don't you just wanna get into my pants???*grrrrr...*.."

5. The OK-sign

Meaning: "...I'm just sooooooooo.....cute OK!.."

There..sick and tired of all my fake cute poses???...wait! There's another one! And this....is personally my favorite poses of all time...

6. The Middle Finger

Meaning: "To all act-cute-fake-posers out there...FUCK YOU LAR!!!!!...."

p/s

See.....I still look good without makeup on!

i'll always be your little girl...

2007-03-07T02:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes love can be buried so deep you do not realize it is there. Until one day, something happened... maybe a movie, a song, a picture, a gesture reminds you that your little body is capable of holding in such great mass of emotions. Of love. For someone who brought you up in this turmoil world; minus the morning kisses, the affection fondles, the pat on the shoulder.

And then you think, how can I show my love for that someone whom I did not even kiss his cheek every morning... or even when I leave town. All the love buried inside bursting to come out in....in what?

I'm not strong enough to kiss him without crying. To hug him without crying. Or even tell him that I love him without crying.

Time flew by and I not use one hour out of the 20 years to tell him...Thank You. Sorry and I love you. I was always busy going out. playing. sleeping. at the PC. distant in my thoughts of work and my own life. that I have forgotten OUR life together.

How many hours did YOU spend telling your dad how much you love him?

If you see this... spend a minute and tell him you do. love. him.

the pig rules!!!!

2007-03-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

I apologize banyak-banyak for keeping this post on hold for quite sometime...after Chap Goh Meh baru mau blog about my Chinese New Year holidays pula kan! I've been quite busy with that and that and yada yada.....

So the wait has come to an end people! Bandwidth killer I may warn you. And before you proceed I apologize lagi banyak-banyak because you will soon witness the no-skilled photography of me...I took all the photos with my trusty 2MP Sony Ericsson only la! No money want buy DSLR!!!!But I'm turning 21 this coming July *wink wink*

Chinese New Year Carnival 2007

I went to the Chinese New Year Cultural Carnival in Gaya Street with The Boyfriend and his family. I think I went on the last day of the carnival because Gaya Street was extra packed! Stage concert, some local singer performing...etc... Upon reaching KK area, the traffic jam was almost like the traffic jam in KL after the working hours and we couldn't find a parking anywhere! So we just went round and round the street hunting for a parking, even the fireworks could not wait for us! The fireworks was launched?/dilepaskan?/dibakar? and it was preeeeeeeeeeeeeetay! We parked our car at the side of the road to witness the fireworks.

shaddap lar I know my skill damn hopeless.

The fireworks on the left picture is something new to me because when the firework meletuped?/bursted? some red lanterns look-alike was floating around the big black sky and vanished upon hitting the ground.

So we finally found a parking just opposite the ship, yeah you heard me right, I said ship, the KK City Ship

And then I malas want to type already...Here's some pictures

Nin Chu Yit

In case you're wondering, 'Nin Chu Yit' means the First Day of Chinese New Year in my family's dialect. So as you all have already known, I went back to my kampung in Tambunan. The place used to be as cold as Kundasang punya! But don't know why now so damn hot la!

The Fortune Ladies are here!!!

Sorry blur photo. My hands were shaking because I was too excited of the ang pows I'm getting. wtf.

My family have this tradition; every Chinese New Year there is some 'stages' we have to go through....

First Stage-Giving out ang pows

Mothers are seated at the sofa and all sons, daughters, nieces, nephews, in-laws will have their turn to receive ang pows from each of the mothers. Now, we can't simply go to them lar, we have to wait for the eldest grandchild of the family till to the youngest and then of course, 'Gong Xi Fa Cai' is the password to the ang pows la.

Second Stage-The second generation session

Yearly photo sessions of the Fathers and Mothers with the Big Boss, my grandmother. Then it's the couples photo session, the all-fathers session and the all-mothers session.

Third Stage-The third generation session

The cucu-cicit photo session, that will be us! Sorry lar no photos because I'm in it mah! Haven't got the photos from my uncle yet.

Fourth Stage-The Big Boss session

The family photo with the Big Boss. This is a candid shot la. See how my dad isn't ready and my grandmother looks like as if she's talking to my nephew.

Fifth Stage-The Family Session

Family photo session. I'm a happy girl!

Sixth Stage-The cam-whoring session

60s babe!

Me, Jess and Susie. I am not pregnant okay! Look closely la!

The hot cousin and er background.

The 'studying-abroad' cousin and er another background.

Take 1

Take 2

Take 1

Take 2

The Sis-in-law and The Nephew

Was trying to get that we're-so-hot look but we end up looking like flamingoes. wtf.

Take 1

Take 2

My cousins are crazy and we share the same genes.

Seventh Stage-G.A.M.B.L.E

Sandakan Trip

I went to Sandakan on the third day of Chinese New Year to visit The Boyfriend's family. It was a 5 hour trip! Not many photos la because I have a huge big zit on my forehead and I looked like a chinese-indian but to prove that I did went to Sandakan, here's a picture of me in the famous Buddhist Temple in Sandakan which I forgot the name!

Jangan mimpi la! No close up!

And from Sandakan we drove to Semporna and it was another 5 hour drive to there! No photos also because the zit just gets bigger and bigger! Ok lar...just one lar...

The Sandakan trip was amazing!!! All I do is eat......because The Boyfriend's house is a kampung air and all we do is eat seafood!!! crabs, big prawns, kerang, expensive fishes, anything!!! It was paradise for me....then on the fifth day my stomach just couldn't take it anymore and so it merajuked and then I was a loyal visitor to the toilet...wtf...

Went back to KK on Sunday and I was supposed to be going back to Labuan on Monday...But I malas-malas so I decided to just go back to Labuan on Tuesday lo...

And...I got my second tattoo done!

The Leo sign

Okay la! Enough lar...I got more pictures again la...But that will have to wait because takut I killed your bandwidth pula....Till we meet again sweeties!

quick update!!!!

2007-03-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

back in Labuan, back in the jungle
dibanjiri with tons of assignments as soon as I stepped on Pulau Labuan, Pulau Mutiara....wtf!!!
just recovered from gastric+food poisoning+food allergies
currently dealing with some friends' behavior problems...so self-centered
I just formatted my laptop....again...fuck you viruses!!!!
Chinese New Year photos coming right up!!!!

exhausted...

2007-02-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

hello people...got miss me kaa??? I just came back from a 5 hour road trip from sandakan...damn exhausted right now...

just want to let you know i'm still hidup bah...will blog about my gong xi fa cai holiday really soon! ^_^

balikkkKKK kampung...oh oh oh balik kampung!

2007-02-17T03:18:00.000+08:00

I'm not going to blog for a few days...going to go back to my kampung in Tambunan for chinese new year...rajin mau pigi collect ang pow!...i'll be back on the 2nd day of chinese new year...i guess....hohoho

till then, i will like to wish everybody a very merry chinese pig year!!!

gong xi gong xi ni!

st.valentine

2007-02-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

guessssssssss whatttttttttt!!!!!!??????

I'M BACK HOME!!!!!!!!!

I'm sooooooooo..... glad to be back home again...back home to kiss The Boyfriend, back home to gossip with The Mom, back home to 'saling-mengutuk' with The Dad, back home to play with The Nephew, back home to sleep on my super ultimate cozy queen size bed, back home to crystal clear water!!!!

and guess what????

The Brother installed WiFi at our home, so it's like I get to get online anywhere; in front of the tv, on my bed, in the kitchen, on the dining table, in the toilet while meeting with the toilet bowl wtf...

so anyway....

how's your valentine's day??? mine's gggRRReeeaaaTTT!!!.... went shopping with The Mom, met a few friends and all of them asked me the same question: Why am i not out with The Boyfriend??? Since when Valentine's Day is a public holiday ar????? Actually I was thinking of getting brand new clothes for chinese new year, but somehow the shopping addict in me was resting today...i didn't get interested with ANY of the clothes in the whole Centre Point! what the hell is your wrong with me? Did UMS inject some kind of a geek-virus in me??? but anyway.....................I managed to get myself this

I really wanted to get one of those Marilyn Monroe's heels...and I did found a pair at Vincci...but hell...my size is unavailable...i mean who wears size 3 and 4 anyway?????? no size 5?????wtf!!!!!! (note:no offense to size 3 and 4 i'm just really pissed of, so bear with me ya?)....so I just got these heels from NOSE which is kinda blah...wtf...I know i should be grateful but i'm really pissed okay????!!!!

so anyway, The Boyfriend surprised me that evening with roses in front of my house and treated me dinner at some posh restaurant (no way i'm telling you where!)...I was very touched okay!!!!! I mean The Boyfriend is not the lovey-dovey kind, we don't do the "i love you; but i love you more; but i love you more and more; but i love you the morest more..!"...wtf...in other words we were the most 'kurang romantic' kind of couple, not because we don't have chemistry it's just that we prefer to show our emotions the different kind of way.....oi! jangan fikir yang kuning-kuning ar!...but hey, i know every girl loves receiving flowers from their boyfriends even if they do the, "...buang duit jah; tidak tahan lama juga tu bunga!.." ... This is my best valentine at the moment!

ok la...mau tidur sudah ni....blogging from my bed make me sleepy jah ni!.....HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!!!..you don't need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend to celebrate Valentine's Day...it's a day to show your love to your loved ones!

what did you use to tie your hair?

2007-02-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

I received this in my email inbox from a friend today... I'm not sure whether to believe it or not!

It claimed that these hair bands are made in China.

*snap snap*

*twirl twirl*

*eh eh?*

*Is that what I think it is??*

*!!!!!!!!!!!!*

So...they used condoms to make their hair bands??? well, it might be 'stronger' than our usual 'getah merah' they use in markets.

How true this forwarded email is? You decide...One thing I'm sure is that if I found one of those Chinamen sell these colourful hair bands, I'm going to be the first one to buy them and experiment it on my own!!!

lagi new 'kandang'...

2007-02-12T02:51:00.000+08:00

...another new blog...after much considerations and 'bincaing' with Mr.Zaini...I've finally decided to moved permanently to blogger.com. Up to this stage, I'm still satisfied...ahaks~~~...palui bah sya...register before exploring first...budak-budak don't try this at home,okay??? You'll feel stoooooopit.....