| Such a lovely day to do some gardening wtf |
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BUDAK-BUDAK UNDER 21 PLEASE GO AWAY!* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * aik? really don't wanna go away ar??? ok lar...ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK lar!* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I did a little bit of gardening today.......  A bit of bonsai seeds here and there...and WALAH! A mini-bonsai garden!!! Actually I totally forgot that I kept my half-eaten sambal udang in an aluminum container...it was in there for 3 days and FYI I have no refrigerator here okay!!!...And when I remembered about it....the sambal udang transformed into a mini bonsai garden! oh man the japanese is so going to be so jealous of me! ahahah!!! You can still see some of the sambal udang on the upper left. Well....no more sambal udang for me!........ever again....*pukes*
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I was half-way blogging on a certain subject until I found about it while surfing through Yahoo.com in the other tab.
NEW YORK - Heath Ledger, the talented 28-year-old actor who gravitated toward dark, brooding roles that defied his leading-man looks, was found dead Tuesday in a Manhattan apartment, facedown at the foot of his bed with prescription sleeping pills nearby, police said.
There was no obvious indication that the Australian-born Ledger had committed suicide, NYPD spokesman Paul Browne said.
Rest of the news can be found HERE.
Ironically last night I watched Brokeback Mountain despite it is a same-sex love story...I know I'm outdated because the movie was released in 2005. But the image of hunky Heath Ledger and the pretty boy Jake Gyllenhaal kissing is really........not my cup of tea.
The first time I got to know Heath Ledger was in '10 Things I hate about You'...
His character was so sexy that despite his curly greasy hair, I still think he's hot...Oh and there's where I get to know Julia Stiles too.
Heath Ledger was most famous for his role in Brokeback Mountain...
As a bisexual cowboy having a relationship with another bisexual cowboy (well they didn't know they were bisexual until they found each other), Jake Gyllenhaal (duno how to spell). Well I didn't finished the movie last night because there was an electrical failure in my campus and when the electricity is back I am already half way through dreamville being best friends with Harry Potter wtf. My comment about the movie (well half of the movie at least) is that...two cowboys being away from va-jay-jay can easily get 'aroused' wtf...i don't know what i'm talking about. My point is, their feelings for each other is real, but what I don't understand is why the hell do they want to get married and have children if they still have feelings for each other????
Enough with that, this post isn't about Brokeback Mountain...It's about the late Heath Ledger...
I can't believe you're gone Heath. Maybe God has plans for you.
REST IN PEACE, HEATH LEDGER.
1979 ~ 2008
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Found this while surfing on the internet today:
BAYOU LA BATRE, Alabama (AP) -- A day after reporting his four young children were missing, a shrimp fisherman broke down and confessed that he threw them off an 80-foot-high bridge to their deaths, authorities said Wednesday. Lam Luong, 37, was charged with four counts of capital murder, and divers searched the murky waters for the bodies of the youngsters, who ranged in age from a few months to 3 years.
Luong had a drug habit and had argued with his wife, Ngoc Phan, before taking the children, said Phan's brother-in-law, Kam Phengsisomboun.
Luong's girlfriend, who was living in a hotel in nearby Gulfport, Mississippi, was a factor in the couple's argument on Sunday and Monday morning, family members and police said.
Authorities said they believe Luong then drove on Monday to the two-lane Dauphin Island bridge over the Intracoastal Waterway, stopped at the highest part of the span and threw the youngsters over the side.
From http://edition.cnn.com/2008/CRIME/01/09/bridge.deaths.ap/index.html
I was speechless when I read the news...All I can say is, "YOU FREAKING BASTARD!"...Who in the right mind would have thrown his own children off the bridge? They're his own flesh and blood! He's got a drug problem and a fight with his girlfriend. He's so mad that he took it on his own children. He's a pig. He's an asshole..I don't get it why there are even people like him??? What is happening to the world???
This is him
And this is what I want to do to him...
The Witch keep pounding the pieces of paper which represent the Petty Person with old shoes and spelling:
Beat the petty person's head, so that (s)he cannot breath.
Beat the petty person's hand, so that (s)he cannot move around even (s)he have hand.
Beat the petty person's foot, so that (s)he cannot walk even (s)he have.
Beat the petty person's mouth, so that (s)he cannot speak
Beat ....
From http://hkdigit.blogspot.com/2005/03/beat-it.html
And wtf why am I doing in CNN.com when I can stalk blogs????
*update*
The bodies of 3-year-old Ryan Phan and 4-month-old Danny Luong were discovered a few miles west of the 80-foot-tall coastal bridge, where authorities said the father tossed all four children January 7 after a fight with his wife. Search resumes for 2 more. |
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*This is an emo post so if you expect any laughs then kindly click the red X button or if you're a sick person with no heart then you can stay and laugh at my emo post*
It is hard being myself.
Just when I started showing my true self, people rejected me, criticizing me, misunderstood and I can't bare all this pain any more.
I have been a good friend, a good daughter. You have problems, I listen. You don't know what to do, I find a solution for you. You fall, I catch.
But what about me?
Why can't for once, you just listen to me? I have feelings too, you know. I can't always be there to only think about your feelings, and make it all easier for you. You have your family and friends to support you everyday, so don't come running to me telling me that you feel lonely and taken for granted. HOW SELFISH CAN YOU BE?????
You told me that you are going to do the same for me. That you're going to have my back no matter what happens. But when the big problem came, you ran away, hiding. You act as if you've never promised anything. Well guess what, I'm no longer going to have your back. You have problems, you go figure it out on your own. No matter how much I love you as a friend, I'm going to choose to love me more because loving you as a friend is a waste of my time.
So what about me?
.....what about me?
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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yeah, that's pretty much how I'm feeling right now.
I'm really sorry I didn't update often. I really wanted to do a last post of the year 2007 but I didn't get around for it. Oh well...Just pretend that this is the 1st of January 2008 instead of 17th of January.
2007 has been a great and terrible year for me. But I will not change any of it if I'm given the change to turn back time because despite all the tears I shed, despite all the anger, despite all the fear, despite all the stress....it had definitely made me more mature and gain more than loss.
In 2007 I've.......
1. Gained more trust from both my parents in having a relationship.
2. Changed my shopping habits, from splurging for mountains of clothes, mountains of bags, mountains of shoes...I splurge on expensive foods.
3. Learn a lil' bit of accounting.
4. Learn more about car accessories and parts and thus understand my boyfriend more (WTF!!!!)
5. Learn to love children more because of my nephew.
6. Stood up for myself because someone made a racist comment about me.
7. Straightened my hair.
8. Did not grow an inch taller. (DAMN!)
9. Went on a road trip to Sandakan for the first time with my boyfriend.
10.Ate a lot till diarrhea.
11.Filmed a music video, and had a BLAST doing it!
12.Acted as a ghost in a movie as one of my assignments.
13.Slept less.
14.Laughed more instead of cried more.
15.Gained weight at the beginning of the year but lose weight at the end of the year. (DAMN DAMN!)
16.Turned 'legally' 21!
17.Got misunderstood by a very close friend which leads to a huge fight between us.
18.Lost an uncle in a freak accident.
19.Lost an auntie because of a disease.
20.Learn that sometimes you have to consider the advices given to you despite it is totally against your principles.
21.Learn that life is VERY VERY VERY short because you do not know when is the last day of your life, so live your life to the fullest every single day as if it is your last.
I am well aware that there will be a lot will be waiting for me in 2008 because this will be the year I will be doing my final project *gasp!*, this will be the year I'm doing my practical, this will be the year I'll be starting my career as I-Don't-Know-What-I'm-Doing, and most importantly this will be the year where I FINALLY graduate and get my degree!
And my 2008 resolution...
1. Gained MORE weight! (I'm 40kg now, and I'm 38kg when I wake up in the morning, after I 'pangsai-ed'...So my goal for this year is 45kg!)
2. Stop talking bad about people.
3. Stop noticing other people's flaws.
4. Eat more FOOOOOOOOOOOOD.....!
5. Improve my cooking -_____-"
6. Be more responsible.
7. Going vacations with my family!
8.Have bigger breast *shy*
9. Blog MORE!
10.Organize more road trips with boyfriend!
This is like the most boringest and most out-dated post I've ever write... |
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